Shu Sakamaki x Reader

Lost

Your POV:

I wake up with a yawn and quickly realize where I am. How do I keep getting myself in those situations? I feel Shu's grip on me get slightly tighter and I roll my eyes. Freaking possessive vampires that think I'm theirs. Okay, I kind of am his, but I am not telling him that! Also, I do not give a shit about this! I am out! 

As I try to get out of his grip, he growls slightly, making me freeze completely. I do not show how much it affects me though and groan in annoyance. "Shu, let me go. I have things to do, unlike you." He opens his eyes and looks deep into mine. I stare back not wavering and he smirks, confusing me slightly. When I feel his hand scratching my ear though, I understand why he is smirking. 

"Shu..." I hiss, warning him. His smirk only goes wider as he continues to scratch behind my ear. My grumbling slowly dies down, and soon, I am a purring mess without even realizing. His smile goes softer as I give him better access to my ear before I realize what I am doing and push myself away from him with a small hiss. 

All of my anger from everything that has happened suddenly comes rushing out. "I'm not your pet, or whatever you think I am! It may not seem like it, but I actually have feelings, and I don't like that you're playing with them! Aren't you supposed to be the lazy one!?"

As I scream, I can see that he is getting pissed off at how loud I am, but I don't care. "And I actually felt bad for you!" Everything seems to freeze as those words leave my mouth. What? Well, I guess I did feel bad for him. Everyone treats him really badly, they always have. No! Now is not the moment to get sappy! Get yourself together, (Y/N)!

Before I can follow my plan of angrily walking off, I realize he is still holding onto me and I scoff, violently ripping myself from his arms and falling on the floor with a thump. "Ugh!" As I put my hands on the floor to get up, I see a bandage on my hand and remember that I got hurt by punching a wall. I never got to take care of it. But then, did he...? I don't see any other explanation. Did he bite me!?

As those thoughts race through my head in what must be a second, I get up in a flash and run out of his bedroom, surprised when he does not come after me. Good, I need to think. Running through corridors, I am glad to see that no other vampire seems to be in my way. I get to my room without encountering any problems, having luck for once in my life, and lock myself in. Like that would be of any help.

I flop on the floor with a loud groan mixed with a sigh. "Someone, kill me noooow, I am so done with this shit," I grumble against the hard floor. I feel my will breaking, piece by piece, as I think over everything that has happened so far.

First, I arrive at this mansion just wanting to do my bloody job! Go to school with them, live with them, I could deal with that. But then shit gets just super weird because Shu starts getting weirdly interested in me, and I don't stop him, this, whatever! Of course, everything had to go wrong! He finds out about my secret, steals my pills that keep my appearance human, Laito finds out my secret and has probably told everyone at this point! And then there's the whole flashback thing with the weird woman and shit! The worst part in all of this, though, is that Shu somehow found a way to make me like him!

"WAIT, WHAT THE FUCK!? NO! I DON'T! NO!" I continue screaming, walking in circles as I try to convince myself that I do NOT like him and this thought was COMPLETELY random! "I do not, I never will! I'm a Neko, he's a vampire! I'm basically his prey! I AM his prey!" I am so dumb! And stupid! And dumb! And- WHY'S SHU IN MY ROOM!?

I almost jump out of my skin, freezing in pure shock as I spot Shu sleeping on my bed. IS he sleeping? Probably not, considering I was screaming. WAIT, I was screaming about him OUT LOUD! Did I say out loud that I like him!? I don't think so! Panic sets into my heart as it beats at a fast pace. I bet he can hear it. Alright, who fucking cares!? What do I do!? I have to leave this place once and for all! This is too crazy for me!

For some reason, as soon as I think that, I get a sinking feeling that if I do that, I'll regret it. Like, a horrible gut feeling. I stare at Shu's unmoving body, my heart racing as fast as my thoughts, not knowing what to do.

I like him...

Fuck.