Staying?

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Mad's POV

I awoke to see Oliver gone. Damit! He had work! I don't wanna be alone. But I think its time to head to the gang. I look to see the guys stil asleep. I make my way to my room. I slip on blue jeans and a pink tank top. I slip on my black leather jacket.

I brush my hair and leave it down. I brush my teeth and do my makeup. Black eye makeup, dark red lipstick, and pink blush. I walk out and pack my bags I set them by the door. It was eight-thirty in the morning. I grabbed a water bottle and pear. I munched on ot then finished.

I called Sam to meet me at the corner of the street to pick me up. This wasn't meant to last Madison! They wanted you gone! They never loved you! Your worthless! Why are you even alive! Go and die the world would be better without you! Thats not true! The gang needs me! I'm the leader and I will survive! As I argued in my head I didn't see the boys get up.

Hey Mads says Harry. Then they notice my bags. I have to go I say my voice sounded weak and fragil. The words crept in my head. Die you don't deserve to be here! Your ugly! Your a waste! Your not loved! Your small and weak!

Your a misfit! You were a mistake! Your parents never wanted you!The words buzzed in my head giving me a headache.Mads we've been talking says Liam. And says Niall. We want you to stay says Harry. Come back says Zayn. Be part of the family says Louis. We've missed you says Niall. Then anger floods through me. It courses through my body. They think this is a game!

That's when I explode. You think this is a game I shout. Everyone shocked at my sudden outburst of anger. They jump back. You never excepted me as me. I was the one you toy'd with. Didn't care if you hurt my feelings. I let you in when nobody else was. I told you stuff nobody knows. Yet you betrayed me! I thought we were gonna be a family! You will never experience what I went through! I went through living hell every fucking day of my life till the orphange! I was fucking raped when I was seven till I was nine! Constantly being beatin! Even letting his friends join in!I shouldn't be alive for pete sakes! My parents didn't want me! And I was apart of a fake family! You never wanted me it was because of publicity!

I'm a worthless little bitch who deserves to die I shout.There faces were stunned. The only reason I'm still here was my gang I say. They need me and I can't leave them cause of my own problems I whisper.

I was happy when you adopted me. I felt like I could have a family again. That I wasn't worthless. That I was loved I say. But I wasn't always this way! Sometimes I wish I could go back in time but I can't I say.

There eyes locked into my emrald green ones. Madison I'm sorry says Harry tears rolling down his cheeks. I had no idea he did that to you he continues. Look I never wanted to get rid of you if anything it was the guys rember he mutters. Soon the memory slips its way into my head.

Look Harry we know she's your little sister and can't rember still but we have to take her back to the orphange said Liam. She is just too wild said Niall.

She's giving us bad public news said Zayn. So we either send her back or send her to a boarding school said Louis.You can't tell me what to do with my sister said Harry. Yet we can said Liam. They all hate me. I decided to come out the chimney which scared them.

I was covered in black ashes and dirt.Need to clean your chimney I say I stared at them as I was angry. How long were you there asked Niall.Like to here enough of your conversation I say. They all went quiet.

The memory soon faded. He's right it was the others. He fought for me. But the other there the ones who hated me. I looked at my feet then back up. The four haters showed guilt in there eyes.

Harry showed sorrowness, anger, and rage. Then he spoke look Mads I love you and I would never hurt you. Just please stay and I know you shared something that the gang doesn't know he says. The haters (Liam, Niall, Zayn, and Louis) looked at each other confused.

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