The ways you hurt me

Chapter 1

  I miss the way you treated me before, can I just go back to those days, now I feel like you hate me with every inch of your body. I knew that I would no blame myself for this, but I didn't know how to react, I thought everything was perfect. You were calling me beautiful, gorgeous, queen, and everything else that anyone would have wanted, but you hurt me in a way that I would have never imagined. You cheated on me, and you can blame no one else but yourself. You hurt me, and I felt like I would never recover. I wish I could go back to before I met you, before you messed me up, before you broke the innocence in me. You messed me up bad, but I couldn't hate you for what you did to me and only blamed myself more and more each day. I wasn't good enough for you, everything you said was a lie, I couldn't trust you, and I never can like I used to. Relationships are built on trust, I just wanted to forget you and never look back, I wanted the old me back, but I knew that she was long gone.