Jungkooks pov
One whole month. One month. 30 days. 4 weeks. Tae has stuck on me since that day. I have no idea why. I told him so many times that being friends with me will put him in a life full of sadness but he says every time,
'Dont act like you dont want me in your life Kook, Jin alwayyyyssss tells me you're doing sooooo much better with me in the picture.'
And then he winks at me and walks away. Every single time. And every time I feel I blush. He protects me from everyone and he comes over 3 times a week after school, no matter how much I say not too. At this point, I dont wanna believe it but i think i have a crush on Tae.
Ugh, I know I should just, ugh. I shouldnt like him, he wont like me back. Hes bi but.... he will never fall for anyone like me.
"Kookie? Class was ended 5 minutes ago." I snap out of my daze to see Tae smiling, handing me my bag. I take it and follow him out the school.
I get dirty looks as we walk home and I just keep my head down, looking at my phone.
204 new messages
I look through the messages, all, every single one of them, is hate. This is the most hate I have ever gotten. And damn it affects me.
Jungkook stop trying you're so ugly
Stop stealing Taehyung oppa
Ur so fat
Ur so ugly plz bless us and never come back
Go kill urself u loser
Theres so much more. I read through them. One tear follows the next and soon I'm a crying mess. Again. Tae turned and of course he sees me crying.
"Jungkook? Why are you crying?" He snatches my phone from me and reads the messages. We stop and sit on a bench. I sob into my hands. He stays quiet for a bit.
"Pathetic right? I'm c-crying over s-some texts that arent even l-lies." I croak out.
"What?! Jungkook, dont believe those mofos, you arent ugly jungkook, you're cute in every way possible. And you are definitely not fat, I noticed that you dont eat, you should Kookie." Tae wrapped me in a hug. I cried into his chest until I calmed down.
"Cmon Kookie let's go, we dont want Jin worrying." He walked me home and we said our byes and he left. I went inside.
"Heyyyy Junggggkoookkkkk. You and Tae be looking cute as hell together." Jin smirked. I blushed and went up to my room and crashed into my bed. I thought of when Tae was comforting me. He was so warm and it felt so right being in his arms, but I know that he won't ever like me back... he would play me....
Did I mention that....
I fell for... I... um....
I like Kim Taehyung.
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It be like that sometimes
-AC
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Only If They Knew...
Fiksi PenggemarJungkook is bullied for being gay and abandoned from his parents. No one has ever seen him without his hood on, he only let's really close people see him with his natural hair, no hood. He meets Taehyung who refuses to leave him alone no matter what...
