track 6- my depression and suicidal thoughts

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(Intro - lil Angel)

Ohh Ohhhhh
My depression and suicidal thoughts be kickin in..
All i want to do is cut down.. Down.. Down.. my wrist...
I feel so alone
No ones there for me
I don't know why i am not good enough
But all i do is fight and fight
All i do is lose and lose but never win
But I can't choose
I don't know what to do
Someone please help me..
Before i get to cuttin..
I can't help it anymore
I don't need no damn therapist if you can make your mistakes disappear
One by one
Cut after cut...
(Verse 1 - lil Angel)
Oooo. Ohhh ohh oh
I try so hard but i can't anymore..
Cuttin makes me feel calm
Cuttin is my drug, my addiction..
I feel the need to cut deeper and deeper
I take all my mistakes and make them physical
With every slit i feel all my mistakes fade away..
I feel like giving up but..
Only cuttin makes me feel better..

I lose all battles, i try so hard..
I hide all my fears behind a fake smile
While I'm walking down the aisle
I feel so alone.. Ohh ohh
I feel as if the world doesn't care for me..
But i guess thats okay.. No.. It will never be okay..
I can feel my misery getting stronger and destroying me entirely on the inside and out..

(Verse 2 - lil heartbroken)
I swear its like my mind is tied in a knot
Let it be the fuckin noose i will hang on
I swear i hate this life
When will I don't wanna die?
I swear i don't feel better
Ya ya I don't feel better in September
Im always wearing sweatshirts
To hide my cuts,my mistakes that have been lifted
This is so lust
So let the stars collide
As I get ready to fly
Ill see u soon angels
Please wait for me
Cause i don't know where i can fuckin go
U swear this song is about my suicidal thoughts

(Outro - lil heartbroken)

Why am i broken
I'm so hopeless
I just wanna go
I just wanna go
I swear I'm so alone [x2]
Just let me
Go oh oh ohhh
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If u ever need help or advice or just wanna talk im always open for anything. 💙💙😇

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