Difficult

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DEMI P.O.V.:

Demi: what are you doing?

Wilmer: going home

Demi: already? (I sat on the bed)

Wilmer: don't get me wrong, I like spending time with you, I really do...but I have to go, cause I don't want us to...you know

Demi: to what?

Wilmer: to get involved with each other

Demi: what are you talking about?

Wilmer: we can't get to that point...I don't want to do this, not now

Demi: speak clearly please

Wilmer: I like all this and I want to have sex with you and stuff, this is one of my best new year's night, and I love spending time with you....but I don't wanna get my feelings involved with you

Demi: oh I-...it's okay (I shrugged)

Wilmer: don't get mad at me (he sat next to me while I was getting dressed)

Demi: I'm not mad

Wilmer: you're not looking at me

Demi: it's okay really, you have your things and I have mine...I just feel like a prostitute if you do this

Wilmer: but this is what we used to do before everything ended in this disaster (I looked at him)

Demi: you're right, anyways...you can go

Wilmer: I won't go if you're mad at me (I took his hand)

Demi: go ahead Wilmer, I'm not mad...I think I need time alone too, cause I'm not this way and I don't wanna be, either (he nodded and gave a kiss on my cheek)

Wilmer: we have to make the rules again

Demi: I'll tell you my rules...there will be no kisses outside the sexual plane, no hugs after lying down, no cuddling to sleep, no dates, no jealousy, etc ... the rest we already know

Wilmer: and now what?

Demi: I'll see you tomorrow at work

Wilmer: okay (he kissed my cheek) goodbye

Demi: goodbye (I waved at him and he left the house. I had breakfast alone and then went with Lauren and her girl Camila to buy some clothes and stufd, but I was happy, although this was a difficult situation fir Wilmer and I, I'm sure it's gonna be funny and well...amazing, just the both of us again, having casual sex...I love it)
 

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