Oreo sandwiches. bxb

Chapter number one.

Hola amazing strawberry poptarts! I just got home from football practice and smell- if I do say so myself- really bad. BUTTT! Hehe I said Butt. Anyways I am writing this little chapter for you guys! I KNOW I KNOW LOVE ME!

Jake's POV

I sat on my bed faced with a choice, go to school, or stay home. If I go, I see Kaitlyn, but if I stay home, I get to sleep and do nothing. I laughed at the obvious choice. Stay home and away from that bitch! I found out from one of my football team mates that she was cheating on me with our star quarterback. What a lovely surprise. Now all of my teammates treat me like shit because I dumped her and didn't say anything to Bryan- the quarterback.

Laying on my bed looking up at the ceiling my only thought was about my parents. They should be back tomorrow from their surprise vacation to Paris. I miss them suddenly, when they are gone I normally like having the house to myself. It's different this time. Four days have gone by and I haven't gotten one email. None. My mom normally emails me by now. I love my mom, Sarah. She supports my every move.

My dad on the other hand isn't very supportive. He wants me to be the star quarterback but I don't even want to be in football. I'm good at art and he says art is for losers.

I slept most of the day getting up around four to find some food. It's a Friday and I normally go out with the football team to get pizza. Pizza doesn't sound appealing. I want some of my moms tofu lasagna. That is the best thing she makes! (A/N just saying it is rlly good!) I settled on making some mac n' cheese.

There was nothing to do after I ate. Xbox became boring to me. I sat at my desk looking through tumblr. Tumblr is life. I saw someone had posted a picture of their own self harm and I cringed. I hate seeing people hurt themselves. They deserve so much more in life! I sent them a message and asked if they were okay.

Immediate response.

(Their convo)

Jakeisaturtle:Hey are you okay? I say your arm and I just wanted to make sure your okay. (I know there is a spelling error)

HoldOnTillMayland:Y-yeah I'm fine.

Jakeisaturtle:if you ever need anything message me or text me at 815-315-715*

HoldOnTillMayland: ...

Jakeisaturtle: What? I don't bite

HoldOnTillMayland: you just have a complete stranger your number and your ok with this

Jakeisaturtle: yeah if you ever need anything

The stranger didn't reply.

I was fine with giving my number if I know that if they needs to talk he can. I won't judge and I never have. If someone comes to me with a problem I won't be rude. That can put someone at serious risk.

I got up laying back down on my bed with a major headache. Can every problem in the world just go away? I soon after fell asleep.

Mayland's POV

I stared at my phone. To send or to no send. After all this Jake person is a random stranger who doesn't know me and never will. I sent him a text. Just a small hi. I didn't want to seem to jumpy and say hey how is it going you stranger.

No reply. Should I text him again? No! Maybe? I don't know and I'm staring at my phone. Maybe he is just busy Mayland calm down. He could be eating, maybe sleeping, taking a shower? If he doesn't text me back within an hour I'm texting him again and that will be it.

I'm sure we can text tomorrow. I mean he can't just be busy forever! Can he? Maybe he doesn't like me. He thinks I'm annoying. I already annoyed him! Great! Way to go me because I just lost my one hope of a friend! I shouldn't of texted him anyways. Why did I message back? Ugh!

My foster guardians called me down stairs. "What," I said a little rude but hey I'm tired and anxious about this guy! "Excuse me, watch your tone young man! It's dinner time you little shit!" I flinched sitting at the table. Dinner was awkward as always. After dinner I walked up stairs to my room.

In this foster home it's the two guardians, I forgot their names. And one other kid named Maxwell. He is 14 and adorable. I mean he is a really cute kid. I'm Mayland and 16. I hate myself. I really hate myself so much. My family didn't want me to live with or by them so why should I want to live?

I have no friends. Pretty much no life. The only reason to go outside is to go to school. I still don't even want to go to school! It's hell. It's my own little personal hell! No one knows how to treat a person. At least at that school no one knows. What does the school do to try and fix this problem? Nothing, there is not one thing that any teacher or administrator says that will stop the kids anyways.

Sighing to myself I looked over at my computer. Nothing new has popped up on my dashboard. Closing my laptop and pushing it to the side of my bed I crawled under my covers. Pulling my rag of a stuffed animal puppy to my chest I fell into a deep slumber.

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So I know it's crap! First chapter! Guess who is excited! Me! So I'm watching orange is the new black for the second time! I don't smell anymore! I got a shower and ate watermelon. So it's Friday and the first week of school. I'm.so.tired.

BUTTT thanks for reading and ilygsm!