Highschool

Story of my life

Rachel 's P.O.V

Arianna called Maddy and I on three way .Arianna told us all that Prince said.I couldn't help but feel a hint of jelousy when Arianna told us. 

Maddy :Awww prince is so sweet.Ray Ray told me I had  a chance of being his number one girl .

Ari:How come your so quiet Rach

Rachel:It's just that ....... I'm the only one that doesn't even have a possibility of being with someone.

Ari: Cheer up. I think  Jawan likes you.

Maddy: I think so too .I think Diggy likes too

Rach:You guys are just saying that to cheer me up.Diggy was just being nice and Jawan is one of my BFF.

Ari:Your the only one who doesn't see it

Rach:I'll watch out .Bye

I can't believe what they just said Jawan might actually like me we tell each other everything except the little secret I've been keep from him.I heard my phone ring and picked it up

Devonique:What up gurl ,am on my way to your house.

Rachel:"O snap I was suppose to hang out with Jawan ,today " Ok, is it okay if Jawan tagged along

Devonique:fine 

I hung up and called Jawan

Jawan:Hey Bae whats up

Rach: nothing.When I planned to hang out today I forgot I planned  to go shopping with Dev do You mind tagging along.

Jawan:"No I don't as long as we hang out"he said with a little sadness in his voice

Rach:Thanks for understanding

I hung up and blushed harn I felt like my face was about to explode.He called me Bae but he was just playing it's not like he's flirting ,oh well.I hunted my closet to find something to wear I saw the perfect outfit.I wore a pair of  blue skinny jeans with a pink crop top with the words princess on it with a blue wife beater underneath and pink sandals.I went downstairs and asked my mom for cash and I was lucky enough to get five hundred dollars.

You should know a little about my life I was adopted.When I was six my father started to rape me.My mom new this was happeing but my father gave her all the money she needed because he was a dug dealer.Then they got in an argument and he walked out my own father took my virginity.I remember that day like it was yesturday.

Flashback

I was in my room sleeping when my ass of a father came in.I'm really heavy sleeper so.I was young so I didn't know what was going on.Anyways I was sleeping and I woke up to a pain in my woman area .He always said my mother didn't give him what he wanted so he is training me.I cried and told him he was hurting me but he apparantly didn't care. I stared screaming and he slapped me.My mom heard and came rushing in .She couldn't believe what was happening. I told her many times what he did but she said I was lieng.Many nights I cried my self to sleep and did not bother to tell anyone else because they would believe.She cried.

Sanuie(My mom): Tyreque how could you do this to our own daughter

Tyreque(My dad):I'm a man I need to fullfil my need that your not fulfilling 

She went up to him and slapped him,That was not the right thing to do .He went up to her and beat the crap out of her and he packed his things and left.She cried histerically for a second and came up to my room and started slapping me and punching me.

Sanuie:You little hoe why did you do this.You had to take the only good thing I had in my life .I'm sorry you were even borned

I tried to get up before she hit me again but it was no use .I was weak and sore.She beat me a couple more times and left.That night I cried myself to sleep.One day I called the police ,ever scince that they had been after her.I lived with my grandmother until she passed away and I was put up for adoption.

End of Flash Back

As I thought about what they did to me I felt a tear fall down my cheek.I was inturupted by a car honking.I went in the bathroom and washed my face and went outside to meet Jawan and Devonique .I smiled lightly when they greeted me.I looked at Jawan and he looked back at me and instantly knew something was wrong.I know best friends are suppose to tell each other everything ,but the story of my life was the only thing I kept from him.

Dev and I went into forever chick at literally spent half our money there.I saw a dress that I really liked so I went inside the changing room and tried on the dress.It was a tight champaigne dress that was  a little over my knee.I went out there and devonique being nice as usual told me I looked good.Jawan was absolutly stunned .He didn't even say anything

Rach:Well.....How do I look?

Jawan: a-a-amazing

I couldn't help but blush at the compliment.I went into the changing room and changed and bought the dree

Jawan's P.O.V.

That dreass rachel wore fit her perfectly showing all her curves.She looked so sexy she made little jawan jumped in his pants if you know what I mean.We went to get something to eat .Her cousin dropped us both at her house.I said Hi to her parents and went up to her room. Her parents didn't take me as a threat because they knew we were firends and only friend but little did they know I wanted more.Anyways when we got there she put all her things in the closet and sat on her bean bag chair.

Jawan:What happened earlier.Why were you so sad

Rachel:Nothing ...I was just...It's nothing

Jawan:C'mon Rach we've been friends for years I know when something is wrong

She told me her whole life story.I was so shocked.She started to cry then I gave her a hug and tried to comforted her as she cried into my chest.I felt so bed for I felt like I could kill whoever did that to her

Rach:Thanks for always being there for me Jawan I really appriciate it

Jawan:What are friends for

That momment was so intense .We both leaned in for a kiss but right before her lips smashed into mine she pulled away.Ugh Jawan you have failed once again

Rachel:Maybe you should go

Jawan:OK buy Rachel

Rachel:Bye

I ran down the stairs and sadly left.You'll get her one day Jawan .I know you will