Ugh signa is so confusing, one minute she's all happy and playful then she's cursing me out and hating herself. Fuck this shit man, I just want her to be mine but it's not that easy. She doesn't understand how much I need her to heal my broken heart, she just thinks I think she's pretty or something but no that's not it. I actually like her, the way she thinks and the way she doesn't let anything get to her.
Let's not forget her angelic voice, and her cute tiny appearance. Her mid long dark brown beautiful hair and her icy blue eyes , she's so perfect but she doesn't see it. She needs to see what she truly is and how much she means to me, we just met and I'm already attached some how. I just pray and hope that she notices soon, notices how special she is.
She's probably mad at me for telling her to stop talking about killing herself, but she truly needs to stop.
SIGNA POV
It's stupid early. And I have to go back outside so I can go shopping for myself, I get ready and take a picture when I go outside. I really wanted to let everyone know why I'm ending my life on my birthday this year, maybe they will understand why I hate myself.
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Signamae never been happy, and I probably never will be. I just wanted everyone to know that I actually deserve to die, if you know all the things I've done you would all want me dead. I'm just a lonely normal girl, your basic girl who does the same thing over and over every single day. My family hates me because of a horrible sin I committed and I don't blame them for that, I actually don't need to be here. In conclusion this is my last post <3 I love you all. Stay strong don't be weak like me.
Alexisdead I'm worried, your birthday is very soon
Jennynohenny signa, I know someone who can help you
Lilpeep your not basic. Angelic, babygirl that's what you are
User123 don't do this
User3 finally🙂your life is coming to a end
Lindaaa_ i miss you Signamae @lindaaa_ you lied to my face and you were supposed to be my best friend, you lied. I can't trust you anymore, once you lie to my you loose all my trust. Fuck you
I give up, fuck this shit. My ex best friends wants to come and try to apologize nah fuck her, I hate her guts. She fucked my boyfriend at the time and then lied about it, I kept telling her if she did it to tell me but she continued to damn lie. I really hate liars if you lie to me I automatically won't like you anymore.
I mean I don't lie, I'm 100% honest, I have nothing to lie about. So why lie about things, a lot of people lie these days it makes me mad. Anyways I should probably check on gus, I kinda miss him and that's weird.
Angel girl signa🖤: I'm sorry for making you worry
Peepy🐣💖: It's alright, but how much longer until your birthday ?
Angel girl signa🖤: Not that long Read at 9:20am
I sigh and get in my car driving to the mall so I can do some shopping, I arrive at the mall and walk inside. I go straight in Forever 21. As I turn around there's this one boy, he's tall like way taller than me and he's super cute. He's just staring at me, I give him a slight smile and stare at him waiting on him to say something.
"Hi I'm Evan, May I get your name?" He greeted me "I'm signa" I say as my cheeks turn bright red, I just stare at him. "Well can I get your number so I can get to know you more?" He asks and I nod, I put my number in his phone. He smiles and walks away, I blush and watch him walk away.
I get some hoodies and walk out of the store, I head back to my car with all the bags. I still have a smile on my face, I have a good feeling about this Ethan kid. Maybe he's the one? Nah probably not.
