FALL IN LOVE/ A LIL PEEP STORY

PEEPERS

SIGNA POV

A MONTH LATER

I've been laying in bed just crying lately, I ignore Ethan every time he texts me. I've just been texting peep and Jen and my sister.

Alex🤩:
I heard what happened! You ok sissy?

Signa💙:
I mean I could be better. I'm just sad that he cheated

Alex🤩:
I'm coming over.
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I wonder if she's coming over alone, probably not. If my moms coming then it's gonna be hell, she hates me for what I did to my dad. I mean I didn't mean to kill him, I truly didn't she thinks I killed him on purpose I would never do that ever. I loved my dad, he was my world he just came in at the wrong time.

I hear my door open and Alex walks into my room and a smile on her face, I stand up slowmy and walk to her. I hug her and she hugs me back, "I'm not here alone, someone wanted to tell you sorry" she spoke in a light tone, it made me kinda worried, "w-whos here?" I said in a nervous tone.

"Mom is here" she said lowly, I could tell she felt bad for bringing her here. "Why the fuck does she wanna apologize now? It's too damn late, my birthday is soon I'm gonna be 19! It took her 10 years for her to come over and say sorry to me! Nah fuck her I don't need her and I never will, I've been on my own almost my whole life. I've been living perfectly fine without her why she wanna come and fuck up everything I made for myself now? I brought this house and everything in it on my damn own!!! I don't need her" I say now in tears.

my mom basically abandoned me, I didn't mean to kill him. I truly didn't and she hates me, but I don't need her and I never will. "Baby I'm sorry, forgive me" I hear a voice croak as if they been crying. My mom slowly walks into my room, I just stare at her with eyes filled with anger and hurt. "Why are you here? You didn't want anything to do with me when it happened, you didn't want to comfort me or anything you just called me a sin committing bitch" I semi yelled.

She just looks down "you said I was gonna go to hell, and hell I probably am" I now yelled "THATS ENOUGH!!! I DISOWNED YOU BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO" she now yelled "YOU COULD HAVE COMFORTED ME AND TOLD ME I WASNT I SINNING BITCH" I yelled back.

"BOTH OF YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" Alex yelled, me and my mom closed our mouths "you both need to learn to forgive and forget, because clearly none of you now how. Y'all just bring up the damn past" she said truthfully. "Y-you're right, I'm sorry honey. I'm sorry I didn't comfort you I was just confused and scared" my mom said.

"I'm sorry mom, for putting all the blame on you" I say as I wipe my tears. I get up and hug her and she hugs back, then her and Alex walk out my room and leave. I frown and grab my phone, getting ready to post a picture on Instagram.

Signamae hi I'm back😚How are you guys? I'm terrible, I just finished crying. Whew my family hates me🌚it's cool tho.

Jennynohenny oop girllll

Liluzivert ugh babe😍

Alexisdead that's my sisterrr

Ethannigga baby come back to me💔

Xxxtentacion you single?
Signamae @xxxtentacion yes😚

Peepy🐣💖:
Signa, be mine please?

Angel girl signa🖤:
Gustav, I can't right now

Peepy🐣💖:
Why not signa? I'm so tired of this, if you don't like me just say it signa

Angel girl signa🖤:
I do wanna be with you, it's just that I just got out a relationship

Peepy🐣💖:
You right, I'll leave you alone and give you time to think

Angel girl signa🖤:
Ok
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I don't know why but I post on Instagram again.

Signamae I highkey hate myself😚😁but some of y'all actually love me

Lilpeep I love how you rejected me today
Signamae @lilpeep I love how you left me on read

Alexisdead my shister baddd😍😪

Jennynohenny sussss💚🧡💗💙💞💘💛💙💖❤️🖤💟💕❣️💓💝

User1 die already

User3 kill yourself

Liluzivert pretty mami🖤😈

I log out of Instagram and lay down going to sleep. Whew today was crazy!