Never Be ~A Michael Clifford Fanfic~

Chapter 8

Michael's POV

So today was the day I've been so nervous about. Today my parents and my auntie are coming here to attend my uncles funeral. Today I got to meet the persons who litterly hated me and I had to talk to them. At least say hi. It was going to be a pretty small funeral. The only ones attending was me, Bree, Elinor, my family members and some nurses and doctors who were close to martin.

Bree had stayed at my house for nearly a week, against her parents will of coarse but all that mattered to me was that she was here with me. She was a great support and she was always here for me. The greatest person on earth.

I got my black suit from the closet that I bought yesterday. I'm a punk boy so I doesn't have any suits, so I had to buy one. To it I wore black dress shoes and a black tie. Under it all was a nice ironed white shirt and my hair was still messy but I tried to keep it nice to a funeral. I even took out some of my piercings, the only one I had in was my eyebrow piercing.

Bree wore a black dress with a straight cut just under the collarbones and with half long sleaves. The sleaves was only made in black lace and the black fabrik that covered her wonderful body had a layer on top of it with the same lace. It was cut at the waist and then it got loose over the hips and legs, it ended just abow the knees. She had black ballerina shoes with a small heel putting her hair up into a bun, some of her hair hanging loose forming around her face. Her makeup was minimal with only a pink lipstick and some eyeliner and mascara. She looked amazing.

-Are you ready to go? Bree asked me checking her phone. I nodded taking the bukett of white roses and then we headed out to the car.

-I will drive. I said taking a seat in the drivers seat.

-El wants us to pick her up. Can we do it? She asked waiting for a reply so she could send a text beack to her.

-Yea sure we're early so yea. I said kissing her cheek. She smiled mouthing 'Love you' and I smiled starting the car. The ride to Elinor's house was pretty quiet. We didn't say much instead we started the cd player listening to Blink-182 I miss you. Bree said it was one of her favourites. She hummed along to it making me feel warm inside. Her voice was soft. I passed the corner and drove in on the streets I knew El lived in. She stood at the sidewalk waving. She also wore a black dress but it was heartshaped over the bust and ended mid-thigh. It was sleeveless but instead she had a shawl around her shoulders. her hair was hanging over her shoulders and she had a red lipstick. I noticed she also had decided to take her piercings out.

-Hey. She said getting into the backseats of the car waving to me and Bree. I waved back and she hugged bree over the seat Bree was sitting on.

When she had put her seatbelt on I hurried to get going. The nervs was getting to me and my heart beated faster every second that passed and my hands started sweating. When we parked outside the curch my whole body began to shake. I was going to have a panic attack over meeting my parents. I was frightened.

I looked over to Bree taking her hand in mine. I guess she felt how my whole body shaked and she gave me a warm smile.

-It'll be okay. She said squeezing my hand. I nodded and closed my eyes taking a deep breath.

-Let's go. I said walking out. Bree and Elnor followed me behind walking toards the curch. On the way I saw a renting car and I knew who it belonged to. My parents of coarse since their not from here, so they've probably rented a car.

Outside the curch door stood some of my aunties and unlces, my grandparents and my mom and dad. I don't think they saw me until everyone turned around to look at me. I felt Bree grabbing my hand standing behind me. Elinor was the one to break the awkward silence.