I sat next to him nervously . I can't stop shaking because of what alex said earlier that he might hurt me . I tried to slyly take a glance at him but I totally failed miserably .
"What ? I don't eat people " he said shaking his head .
AUSTIN's POV
I regret embarassing her earlier . I know that's totally absurd but I just can't stop embarassing or bullying people infront of the crowds . Maybe it's just our tradition To embarass people . I saw her trying to steal a glance at me but she failed .
" What ? I don't eat people " I said shaking my head and she quickly looked away shaking .
I stared at her for a moment and felt butterflies in my stomach . I can't explain the feeling this girl is gaving me right now , I know someone is reminding me of her but I just can't remember who it is . and I swear if liking her right now I know thibgs wouldn't end up good because Im the troublemaker who can't protect and defend a girl from getting hurt . Im such a coward .
Seing her shake makes me feel guilty . Is this the effect of bullying people ? Making them totally afraid of you and making them nervous like this . I really want to say sorry to her but I just can't act like that suddenly here in our class with the two of my gang . Because our gang have some the shittiest rules , if someone tries to embarass you or someone embarassed you already ' don't be nice to them ' , yeah , I know . Shittiest rule you've ever heard . I just can't as much as I wanted to . The more she shake the more guilty I felt .
" Ms. Miller , before taking a seat please introduce yourself first " the professor said motioning her to go infront . She put's her books down first and shakingly went infront .
" I-Im Sienna M-miller .F-formerly We live i-in Poughleepsie N-newyork , because o-of my stepmom we moved out here and Im 17 years old" She said stuttering just staring at one person and that is my former bestfriend alex .
I miss my bro , he's always by my side when I needed him . The day we got into trouble because of me , he's always there . We were still friends when he started avoiding me and I don't know why . When his father got out of jail he was so suddenly being cold to me and avoiding me like I have a virus or something . He keeps on saying to me that I should leave him alone or stay away from him , so ofcourse being the understanding one I leave him alone and let him be . So now that I have my new friends We never ever talk to each other , unless it is really important . I have my fraternity friends so what can I ask for ? .
the class unexpectedly ended so early . I saw her shoving her things fast as she can to obviously avoid me . Alex and her both got out and didn't say anything . Atleast , she's in a good hands ? I guess ? .
I walked in the hallway and saw my professor who made that girl sat on my side . " Sr. Holman , can I ask you something ?" I asked him sincerly even though I hate acting like this fucking nice ass .
" Well , being so kind today Mr. mahone " he crossed his arms looking at me . " What is it ?"
" Can I change sit with alex ?" I asked . I know if she's close to alex she's comfortable and can act normal as she was . I just can't stare at her shaking like that because of me . so maybe this is the best for her to be comfortable and live the normal life she wanted to be . I already ruined her first day so I don't want to ruin her everyday . I don't know why Iam so concerned about that girl but something is telling me that I should stay away from her to not ruin his life .
" Im not sure about that Mr. Mahone" he said with crossed arms .
" but , Sr. holman " I nicely begged . I hate acting like that . fuck ! I just really hate it . I just want to punch his face straight away when he said that Im being so Kind today . I shook at my head at the thought and think of Sienna .
" end of discussion Mr. Mahone " he rudely says and walks away without saying anything .
" fuck you gandalf " I groaned and rolled my eyes .
What should I do to apologize to her . fuck ! nevermind .
SIENNA's POV
" Stop copying me you asshole " I yelled .
" stop copying me you asshole " he said trying to copy my voice.
We went here to Starbucks to refresh our minds and not think the guy Im sitting next to is the dangerous boy who loves to bully an innocent people ,jusy like me. I wish that I could change my surename right away , but sad to say that I can't .
" Sitting next to Mahone was hell ! I just can't act normal , I can't even move " I said to him taking a sip at my coffee .
" I just want to burst into laughter when I saw you not moving an inch " he chuckled .
I hit him playfully at his shoulders and finished our coffee and a sliced of chocolate cake . We got out and the cold air makes me shiver even in this black sweatshirt and a skinny jeans Im wearing . A cold water hit my face and it started to rain.
" quick ! let's go inside again " he said pulling me inside the starbucks again .
" I hate rain " I said staring outside with the clear glass .
" why ? "
" nothing , I just hate getting wet and soaked in the rain " I said as a tear strolled down my cheeks . i quickly wiped it out before he can see it .
" Wait , I'll just text my mom to pick us up " he said getting his phone from his pocket and dialed his mom immediately .
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hello everybody ! so here's another boring chapter , but hoping that all of you will like it .
Ps. Sorry if there are so many bad words and a lot of swearing . That's Austin's character a "bad guy" so I can't do anything and you just habe to deal with it . Sorry .
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