Chapter 10: Im rose

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We were waiting for sienna to come out but she didn't . We were waiting outside for almost an hour and I saw jake's almost about to past out beside me because he is so exhausted . I took out my phone to look what time is it and it reads 9:54 pm . I was getting cold because my clothes are wet but it didn't bother me to leave .

" hey ! Wake up jake ! You need to go home and take a rest , I can watch sienna and his asshole dad for you " I said while shaking his shoulders waking him up in the chair .

" okay " is all he responded because I can see that he really wants to go home and go to sleep .

" takecare of her and her dad for me  okay ? " he suggested before getting up and tapping my back .

" by the way , do you have an extra clothes or something dry to wear ?" I asked and he nodded .

" there's some in my trunk " he said and I followed him .

We both got down and got to the parking lot . He opened his trunk and got some of his clothes as I waited right beside him . he lend me some and closed it . " seriously dude ?! pink jogging pants ? " I said looking at the pink jogging pants .

" you said some fucking DRY clothes ! That's dry , what do you want ?! " he groaned snatching the pink jogging pants and blue sweatshirt on my hands .

" shit ! Okay, okay " I pulled back the clothes to his hands rolling my eyes in shitness. I don't wear jogging pants and it's fucking color pink . I hate pink . I walked away pissed .

" I'll be back as soon as possible " he yelled .

" whatever! " I snap didn't bother looking at him back .

I got back in to the hospital and got to the bathroom to change. I put the pink fucking jogging pants on and a sweatshirt and just let it be . I was walking in the hallway quite embarass of my clothes . I put my hands on the both side of the pocket of the pants and just tried to walk confidentally to look like this really is my style .

" austin ? What are you doing here ?" A girl asked walking beside me .

Kate , she's my ex-girlfriend who I don't really loved at all . All I want  is her perfect God damn body and she will always gives everything I want to make me don't leave her . When I want pleasure , she's always ready to give it . When I day pleasure , it means sex . Yes , it's sex . That's why the campus called her a whore or a fucking slut and I don't give a fuck. We both didn't have the right break up because I avoided her ever since she hooked up with zach , my fraternity buddy . So I left it and she didn't actually care anymore. Before she hooked up with zach I didn't saw her for almost a month and all that came up in my mind is she's with another random guy to give them pleasure and pay her for everything. Yes , she's really a bitch .

" sick friend , you ? " I asked .

" can't you see ? Im pregnant " she said looking at her baby bump and rubbing her swollen belly .I looked at her confused .

" who's the dad ?" I confiously asked to her . When a guy came up next to her snaking his hands to kate's waist .

" him " she said looking at the guy who I really don't know at all . I though it's zach baby . Well , ofcourse she just hooked up with zach that day and found another one and another one . But right now , I think she'd changed a lot and she's ready to start a new beginning with a  first baby and a nice man in her life .

" congratulations to the both of you " I congratulated them and they both nodded in agreement. " You will be the greatest mom kate " I said and a single tear flowed down her cheeks .

" thank you " she softly said as her boyfriend wipes her tears away . I hope they will be strong and have a perfect big family someday .

" I gotta go , my friend is waiting for me" I said hugging kate first and walking past them tapping the guys shoulders before leaving .

I knocked on the door of sienna's dad's room . I waited for a seconds if someone will open it but no one opened it . " im coming in " I said opening the door and sienna's tired body came in sight . She was sitting in the chair and her head was on the side of her dad's bed . I scanned the room and saw a pile of white blanket ion the night stand . I got it and cover her with it . I was looking at her but her hair was covering her full beautiful face so I tucked her hair in her ear when I saw a scar on her neck just near her ear . Someone flashed back in my head but I can't completely come up who she is . My head was killing me so I just decided to go to sleep on the side of the bench . I put my hands crossed over my chest because it was a little bit cold and Im just so fucking tired to get some another blanket on shelf so I left it . After staring at sienna's back my eyes started to get heavy , right before then all I know I fell asleep .

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I was walking all the way to school when I saw rose with an old guy . I was getting close to them when the man pulled out a knife and hold it on to rose neck . So here I go again being the coward ass boy doing nothing but to stare . I saw rose was crying and afraid of the man with a knife , I just want to help her but my legs were froze again and can't even moved an inch . I was shaking and shaking afraid of what will the man will do to rose . When a group of senior guys was walking near to the scene and relief flashed all over my body . I saw the guy saying something to rose first before letting her go . The guy ran and rose collapsed in the grassy and leafy field her neck bleeding . The senior guys saw rose and they got to her and quickly lift her up because they saw her bleeding . They ran and ran and I didn't do anything . I was left crying and crying feeling sorry for her that I didn't do anything .

"Rose ! Im sorry " I weakly said collapsing in the ground making my knees bleed . " Im so sorry " .

SIENNA's POV

I woke up by someone calling rose . I thought I was dreaming so I opened my eyes but the voice still calling the name rose . I got up and saw a blanket dropped on the floor . At first I was confused of the blanket over my body but I brushed it off when that voice kept on saying rose .

" rose !" Austin yelled . I saw him still his eyes closed and sweating . I quickly ran to him and wake him up because I can tell he is having a nightmare . I saw him wearing my brother's pink jogging pants and it made me giggle . When his eyes were open he suddenly got up of the chair and leaned on the wall catching his breath .

" nightmares ?" I asked sitting next to him . he was completely sweating but it made him even look better  . He looks hot actually . He nodded and wiped his sweat using the sweats his wearing . " by the way , who's rose ?" I asked even though I know who that girl is .

" my bestfriend when I was a kid " he said sticking his hair up . It got me thinking that he might be my long lost childhood bestfriend , he was calling my second name that I didn't use so so long ago because I hate it . I hate my full name that's why I didn't used my second name Rose . I made gone and I don't want to come back to being rose.  My full name was Sienna Rose Miller . Im Sienna Rose Miller . It bothered my head for a minute but I didn't asked anything . I don't want to come up with the past but still I want to know if his my childhood bestfriend . If he is Carter .

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