I look at her scanning through the shelf full of books gentlty scrubbing her fingers to every binder she touch . while tucking her hair to her ears .
"fuck!" i mumbled to myself . I took the book from the table and got closer to her . I tapped her shoulder and she quickly turned her kinda startled of my presence . "sienna?" I said sounded more like a question .
"austin?" we both said our names in sync . "what are you doing here?" she asked first completely shocked that the COOL JERK guy she knows is in here in the fucking library . I took a deep breath to think of one good reason to say that Im here .
" Nothing " is all I responded . Im such a dumbass .
" okay ? What's with all the books ?" she asked looking at the table full of books .
Damn! I don't want her knowing my nerdy side of me . She might think that Im a nerd or a loser . I put the book on my back trying to hide it and acting normal as possible .
" that's not mine " I smiled at her creepily while she just stared at me curiously .
" but I just helped you a while ago with that book " She looking at the table .
I looked at my phone pretending that someone texted me . "I gotta get going my bro's is waiting for me , bye" I said walking backwards trying to hide the book from my back . I quickly turned away and got all the books from my hand and took off running .
I got to the libriarian to stamp on every books I got . I looked at the books and the book I was about to give back to sienna is the book titled 'The Act of Falling: Jace’s perspective on the alleyway kiss in City of Fallen Angels ' by Cassandra Clare and realized that Ive already red this book .
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He has hurt her before, never because he wanted to, though he had lashed out in his own blindness. The time she walked in on him kissing Aline and he said every awful thing he could think of as if the mere words themselves might have the power to make her disappear, to send her back where she was safe.
He has always cared more about whether she was safe than anything else. If he didn’t, none of this would be happening. Jace wonders if she can see it in his eyes, that terror, the shards of all those dozens of dreams in which he stabbed her or choked her or drowned her and looked down at his hands afterward, wet with her blood.
She backs up a step. There is something in her face, but it isn’t fear. It’s infinitely worse. She turns, almost tripping in her haste to get away, and rushes out of the club.
For a moment he stands and looks after her. This is exactly what he wanted, a part of his mind screams at him. To drive her away. To keep her safe, away from him.
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I love this book . Even though it's a fantasy you will learn every detail love can do . Because of love you need to tolerate for the one you love . Love. Blood. Betrayal. Revenge and Darkness is al about this book just like I betrayed my childhood bestfriend .
The libririan called me out and said that I can go now .
" Can you give this book to a beautiful girl ? Just simple girl without makeup on and about this tall and has a long hair " I explained and she nodded hoping that she got what Im describing .
" your girlfriend ?" she asked while her back facing me aranging something at the shelf .
"No , just a friend " I replied . I was about to get out when she said something .
" you know if you are always hiding she won't appreciate everything you will give or do to her . " she got closer to me and held my hand with all the books I'am holding . " trust me , me and my husband experienced exactly the same story as you " she explqined while letting go of my hand .
