****TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of cutting****
you never realize that you're heartbroken until you find yourself crying on your bedroom floor after seeing a commercial for you ex-lover's new movie. i was dealing with things pretty well for the past couple of days. now today is a whole different story.
i let rami know that i knew about the news report. then i ordered some chinese food because that helps everything. then i settled on my floor to watch re-runs of the office until a commercial for bohemian rhapsody popped up. now that explains why i am in a ball on my floor, tears uncontrollably streaming down my face.
i guess i wasn't good enough. this situation is reminding me of what happened with my other ex. he cheated on me too, but with my best friend. big shocker right? like that doesn't happen in everything fricking romance movie ever. but that caused me to relapse and start to cut again. i didn't like the thought of it.
a hour later, i am sitting on my living room floor, a knife in my hand. i don't know how i got here, or why i have a knife in my hand. my memory is foggy. the blade was pressed to my thigh until i heard the front door open.
"rose?"
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