Because I'm forgetting myself

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I breathed a sigh as i sat up in the back of my cove again
Those wounds from last week still haven't healed,nor the new ones
And everything was a haze as usual
"We can make you better" the old voices said
I looked up at the ceiling hardly able to even make out shapes with my terrible vision
This again,the same old promise to fix me,make me strong again
Still unable to choose for myself,after all the attacks,i am left a husk of my former self
..how bad can it get...if i say yes?

Then i woke up,confused and in a daze
I shook my head alittle trying to focus
And to my dismay,i found myself standing in the kitchen looking up
Did i sleep walk?
But more questions arose when i felt something weighing down my left paw
And when i looked down i saw it,i half screemed and dropped it
A large knife,why the hell did i have that!?
Not to long after i screemed did lolbit and ennerd run into the kitchen
"Whats wrong?!are you alright!?" Lolbit asked frantically
I looked at them,my horrified expression still on my face
Ennerd looked at me then the knife on the ground,he growled slightly
"What the hell where you thinking?!" He voice rang in my ears
And before i could even awnser my body had moved on its own,my hands covered my head as the rest of my body was curled up on the floor ,expecting an attack
I was crying,confused and scared
Although i couldn't see their faces,i knew ennerd was somewhat shocked and confused
And lolbit was also
"Ennerd what did you do?!" She shouted at him
"N-nothing!" He sounded slightly paniced as she walked over to me
"Are you okay?" She asked,touching the side of my head
I flinched and my whole body was tense,my mind going blank with panic,hyperventilation
She was scared for me and shouted for the others as i began to break down
So confused...so scared that everything became a blur

And befor i knew it,i was in a brightly lit bedroom
Lolbit was next to me,she looked relieved when i gained consciousness, her lips moved as she spoke but i couldent hear her
My head filled with static again,this time alot louder
My hands moved to my ears trying to block it out but to no avail
The concerned looks of everyone around me filled my vision as i found myself screeming,but my voice coming though as a whisper compaired to the overwhelming static
Then suddenly,silance
Only my heavy breathing as i catch my breath
The others looking shocked
"H-help me" i whimpered
Emmaly looked at ennerd who nodded slightly
"I think its your memory chip foxy,don't worry ill fix you" he said

All of them helped me up and to a room in the far back of the building,as they took me we walked past a door with dents in it
Its name almost unreadable with age...or damage
'Scooping room'
But we weren't going there,and soon they placed me into a chair with hundreds of cables
"Just relax,im going to just make sure none of your memory is corrupt" he said as he plugged a big cable into the back of my neck and turned towards a screen
"Okay lets see what we ha-w-what the fuck?" He asked himself,lolbit leaned over to see what he was looking at
Her eyes went wide
She looked back at me
"Foxy?how old are you?"
I...i don't know, but befor i can awnser ennerd did
"Fucking hell theres corrupted memorys as far back as 1986" he said shocked
"W-what?" I asked
"What ever this is,foxy i dont think this is the first time your memory chip has been used" he said and pointed at the screen
On it where thousands apon thousands of files and dates
"Almost all of these are corrupt,so ill dele-"
"N-NO....dont please" i said, i dont know what they are but i dont want to loose them...
He sighed
"Okay...um,we could move them so they dont interfere with your current memorys"
I nodded
"That would be better"

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