I really feel like I don't belong in here. I think my siblings are going to the mall and I'm not even invited. I think that if they are always making comments about me not coming out of my room maybe they should invite me to do things. If they want me to come out they should make me feel like it's okay to come out. But I guess they don't know how I feel so how are they supposed to know that I don't feel like I belong.
I miss being at Orchard Place. I miss the grounding feeling. I miss the structure. I miss the people that made me feel like I was important. I know that I am but I feel empty. I feel like I did before I went to Orchard Place. Which isn't good. I don't want to go back. I have to do something to put my self back to the top. I'm falling behind in school and I hate it. School is so important to me.
I just have to keep pushing forward. I gotta talk about it to someone. I'll be okay. I just have to keep moving forward.
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Just Venting
RandomThis story is about a girl who has no idea about her past and is always afraid of the future. It is all true and can be very vulnerable.
