So I've been really stressed lately. I'm falling behind in school. I'm working full time. Git a promotion so I'm a lead now and I'm also dating someone new. I still have quiet a bit of suicidal thoughts. I even have plans sometimes but I never follow through with them. Like when I'm driving I'll literally just say oh I should drive off this bridge but I don't actually because I know I have people that care for me and there are many who will (I think) be devastated. I've been told that if I ever feel like doing that again I'm supposed to call them ASAP and let them know that that's what I'm thinking of doing. But if I'm going to be honest, I don't talk to very many people about that. I don't give people the chance to put me down. And when I do let you actually in my life, you should feel thankful. When I am able to actually share my feelings with you that is when I will actually sit and talk to you.
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Just Venting
RandomThis story is about a girl who has no idea about her past and is always afraid of the future. It is all true and can be very vulnerable.
