It's been a year and boy,
have things changed
during that time.
We've grown farther and
farther apart. I don't blame
anyone, well actually that's a lie.
I blame you, and I have the right
to do so. Because me, Jungkook,
I tried, I tried so hard to fix this, us.
To fix our breaking relationship.
I would try and do whatever I could
to make you feel loved, to comfort
you, anything. But even then things
didn't change, well I guess it did, but
not in the way I hoped it would.
Instead of changing for the better,
it changed for the worst. I don't
know what it was that led it to
come that way.
Maybe it started
when you started coming home
late, when I was already sleeping
and when you would leave early
in the morning before I woke up.
Or maybe when you would come
home the very few times I was still awake,
yet drunk. You would reek of alcohol,
mumbling things I didn't understand, or
maybe I did but I didn't pay attention to it
because I was busy trying to take care of
you.
Maybe it was when we got into a huge
fight and you never returned until a day later,
at midnight, with your hair disheveled, clothes a mess, your drunk self stumbling in, and another
womanly scent radiating off of you. The
caring part of myself tended to you, even
having the urge to feel guilty, and once again
stupidly ignoring that scent.
This scene has been repeated many times,
way too many actually.
I'm still wondering where that scent comes
from. I'm not that stupid. It's obvious it 's been coming from the same person/woman though.
The question is...
Who is that woman?
YOU ARE READING
Out of love for me| liskook
Fanfiction"No, I'm not doing this for you anymore. I'm doing this out of love for me, for myself, because I'm going to break soon if I continue to keep loving you like this." ----------------------------------------- Cover by @siadistic
