This is not how I'm supposed to look, something went wrong, something in the womb maybe. Something went wrong, I'm not supposed to have female anatomy. I often dream about what would be different if I had been born right, if I had been born with male anatomy.
My name would probably Adam Reyes Jr.
My hair would still be curly, but it would be way shorter, it wouldn't touch my face the way it does now
I wouldn't ever be called "she"
I would be able to wear men's clothes without being judged
I would be comfortable in my own skin
The sound of my voice wouldn't make me want to rip my vocal cords out
I would be a normal guy
I wouldn't have to add the word "trans" before saying that I'm a man
My dad wouldn't put me in a mental hospital for screaming about how much of a man I am
I could walk around with my shirt off without getting weird looks
I wouldn't hate myself for being in the wrong body
Because I'd be right, my body would be right if only I was a born male.
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Tranny (FtM Journal)
Non-FictionThis book will contain possibly triggering content, read at your own risk. This book is going to be filled with my thoughts, feelings, and experiences as a transmale.