Fears

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I'm scared that I'm going to go on testosterone and I won't be happy

I'm scared that it won't be enough, that I'll still want to look for masculine 

I'm scared that dad really won't ever talk to me again after I come out

I'm scared my body might not allow me to even be on testosterone 

I'm scared at people will still me as a girl even after I medically transition 

I'm scared I will not want to be pregnant in the future even though that's always been my plan 

I'm scared that my partners won't think I'm attractive once I start HRT 



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