chapter one

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"get your lazy ass up!" my dad screamed at me.

i shot up from my bed to have his hand meet my face. it stung. not as bad as the one i got yesterday tho. 

"make me some breakfast." he demanded

"y - yes sir." i stuttered out. i got up and whent down to the kitchen. no food. shit. 

"i gotta run to the store!' i yelled up the stairs. i heard heavy footsteps and i ran out the door. i siged deeply. once i shut the door. i was half way down the driveway when he opened the door and screamed that i was goint to regret leaving. i just kept walking. i got to the store and did my shoping. helf way thru the door i saw my old best friend noah. 

"pheonix? is that you?" he asked 

'yeah it is. hey noah. its been ages." i responded.

"yes it really has. what brings you back here? did you and your mom move here?" he asked

"no she uhm, she got in a bad accident and she is in a coma." i said

"okay i have some questions. 1 what kind of accident? 2 who are you staying with now. and 3 how long have you been here?" he asked 

"well she was going to a dinner party for her promotion and uhm, on the way back she got hit by a car, and well now shes in a coma. and im staying with my dad-" i got cutoff 

"no your lying. please tell me your lying." he said with worry

"nope." i said.

"how can anyone allow this. after what happened last time." he said 

"i know right. and school starts in a week and i dont have any friends anymore. kuz you know now im known as the girl with the crazy dad that tryed to kill her." i said with a sigh at the end. 

"what school are you going to?" he asked

"rydell" i said 

"OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I GO THERE!!!!! see you have a friend there now." he squeeled smiling 

"good." i said and nudged his shoulder 

"come over to my house later?" he asked with puppy eyes.

"of coures" i said and smiled 

once i got in the door i saw my dad in the corner in a ball crying. i walked over to him.

"dad?' i asked. all i got in responce was wimpers.

"dad, come on. i got some food go sit at the table and ill make you something to eat okay?" i said to him

"im so worthless. i beat the shit out of my daughter." he said 

"dad your not worthless and we both know thats not you when you do it." i responded.

"it really sucks being crazy" he said 

"i understand dad. i understand." i siged in responce

i know a lot better than you would think.

AN: yeah so if you guys liked this give it a favortie c:

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 23, 2014 ⏰

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