One Direction Sick and Hurt Fics

Not Fine...

People think I'm fine
That I'm the strong one
I lift everyone up
I laugh and am always happy
I enjoy life
Well...
Little do they know the truth
I'm not strong
I put on a mask
To make people think I'm fine
When I'm not
I lift people up
Because I don't want them to feel like I do
I want them to be happy
But it's hard
Hard to be happy for myself
When life always knocks me down
And when I get up
It knocks me down again
I don't enjoy life as much as I used to
I'm struggling
People don't realize it
My friends...
My family...
No one.

Few may know...
I got into a car accident a few weeks ago.
Been suffering from PTSD hard.
Haven't driven since
Nightmares every night
Haven't slept well since...
Don't want to drive either
I broke ribs
Concussion
Swollen knee and ankle.

One thing I want to say...
It's personal
But I feel like I can tell you guys.
I...umm...
I was in so much pain
Physically and mentally
I got some scissors
And stood at the top of my stairs
You can probably imagine what happened next
(Message me if you want to know more details)
But..
What I can say is that I'm bedridden
Probably for another week or so.
It's hard for me to share this
It's really personal
But
I trust you guys
You guys are there for me
Even if it's not physically
It means something mentally

Updates have been postponed
Due to...ya know...

Thank you guys
For being there for me
Love you guys😊

PS. DM me whenever, I've got nothing better to do