Better Things Better Ways

Chapter 19

KEV POV-

After Me & Shy talked . I carried her upstairs to the attic to retrieve the stash load of money her parents left her . It was enough for some months , to pay bills but Shy could barely get stuff for her or Simone . She gathered the money put it in a bag & took it to her room. She put it someplace that only she knows where it's at. Not that I would want her money anyways . After she put it up she went & took a shower & layed down . I watched her fall asleep slowly. After she was down for the count I got in the shower too. I went downstairs to get some kool- aid when I heard footsteps coming down the steps . It was Simone. I'm not going say I felt uncomfortable but i felt weird . She walked past me like nothing happened . " Simone"'I say with a low voice trying not to wake Shy . " yeah ?" She said with a slow voice. " Can we talk about what happened earlier ?" "I asked. "Yeah come on" she said walking upstairs. I followed her upstairs to her room. Some how I knew this was going to turn out bad . We got to the door of her bedroom & she opened it . She left it cracked . Not closed all the way . She sat down on the bed " Wassup?" She said . " Why did we do what we did ?" I asked looking her dead in her eyes . " I guess we were just in the moment .... I didn't mean for it to happen but ya lips was just sitting there asking me to touch them . I did as they said. "That was cute " Simone said smiling playing with her fingers . It was an awkward silence for a minute so I broke it " Hey , how do you feel ? about ya parents you okay ?" " I'm not okay , nobody would ever wanna hear there parents get killed through a phone , I wish I knew they story behind it all". she began to tear up. I mean Shyrah has to raise me by herself now I feel bad I feel like it's my fault . I just wanna continue going to school . & start working when I turn 14". I wiped her tears . I wanted to kiss her but idk .. idk if she would like it again . She smiled when I wiped her tears & I have her a hug . We hugged for a lil minute & we pulled away & I kissed her lips . Her eyes got big as if we never kissed before . She layed down but we never broke the kiss I got on top of her I started feeling on her . She sighed in pleasure . She ripped my shorts off . & I pulled her shirt from up under her . She was left in her panties & bra & I had on boxers .. So wha to do now ? Do we fuck or keep kissing ... Idk but I was hard as he'll so I start kissing on her neck . She moaned my name & I giggled that was cute . She laughed after me . She pulled my boxers down & I slid her panties down . I stuck myself inside of her & she was tight as/f! she gripped onto her sheets as I slid inside . I tried not to be to slow because if I did it slow it was going to hurt . I bounced back In fourth inside of her Untill she stopped hurting . After a while she was good & back to moaning my name . I placed a pillow over her face because she was loud & I didn't want Shy to wake up . She came & I came too ! I ain't pull out though ... Awe shit! it's a possibility I could get this lil girl pregnant . That thought came over my head & we kept going ! On & on & on ' she ain't wanna stop & I didn't either . We did about another 3 rounds & I got tired . I collapsed on top of her & she kissed me . " That was good baby " she said smiling . I smiled back & put my clothes on . What the hell did I just do ?