YOUR POV
It has been a week since i read my ex's msg on harry's phone.i was scared that he will actually be fedup of me.i realized i was actually being really clingy so i decided to give harry some space and try not to worry him more than he already was.
I do get panic when he does not answer in my 1st call but i try not to show him that i get panic.
I had receive a few msg from my ex but i control my self and did not started to cry instead i calmly told the officers trying to show that i was not scared but i cry when i am alone out of frustration of being like this.
I can't show my emotions anymore.
My phone vibrates and i pick it up.
"Hello"i said
"Hello nice to hear you bitch"i knew who it was.
"What do u wants from me"i asked as tears of frustration well up in my eyes.
"All i want is you, leave harry and come to me"he said and i began to sob.
"Why are you doing this"i asked crying.
"You are mine and only mine"he said angrily.
"If you want this to over than come to me"he said.
I took a deep breath.if i go harry will be free and safe.
He even would not have to deal with a sick girl like me.
"I will come but where"i asked.
"Same the old Park"he said.
"Okay i will come but you will never ever bother harry"i said.
"Ofcourse sweetheart "he said
"Ok"
"Bye see you at park tonight at 8"he said and hungup.
I threw my phone on the wall and broke down completely.
I cried for everything my life was going to be a complete hell.
I suddenly felt the urge to cut again.
I walk in to the bathroom and took out a blade from cabnet.
I sit down in the tub and took a deep breath.
I slice the blade across my arm.
I made about 4 cuts they were not that deep but they were Enough to make me feel better.
I was looking at the blood when the door of bathroom was slammed open.
I looked up and i was shock to see him.he looked at me confuse than his eyes shifted to my wrist and an unreadable expression filled his face.
He clenched his jaw and walk over to me i look at him confuse as i thought he will started yelling.
He picked me up and sat me on the counter and cleaned my wound and bandage them.
After he bandaged my cuts he pick me up and set me on his hip and walk out of the bathroom and into the room.
He sat me down on the bed and sit down with me and took both of my hands in his
"Why did you do this do you know how disappointing it is to know that you did that to yourself i thought you was over it i knew you did it before but i did not expected it from you now i am really disappointed"he said as tears well up in his eyes.
"I am sorry harry i did not wanted to disappoint you"i said crying.
"Than why did you do that and why are you being distant for the past week it hurt so much i can't put in words how much it hurts"he said while tears rolled down his cheeks.
I could not take it so i fell in to his arms and started sobbing in to his neck.
"Harry"i cried.
"Yes babe i am here plz tell me whats wrong i can't take this its killing me"he said his voice broke at the end which causes me to cry even harder.
I wrap my arms around his neck and he tighten his arms around my waist.
"Tell me plz i am begging you"he said putting a hand on my head.
"I don't know what to do harry he would not leave me alone i wants it to end i don't wants to wake up scared of something happeing to you or he coming here i feel sick all the time
I even read his texts on your phone i did not wanted you to get fedup of me so i distant my self but i can't do this anymore i don't wants to live like this"i cried pouring everything out.
Harry did not speak for a brief moment the only sound in the room was my sobs.
"Love it will be over i promise you but plz don't ever think that i will get fedup of you i could never be,you have to trust me"he said laying down.
"Do u wants to tell me anything else"he asked gently pushing my hair out of my face.
I began to think if i should tell him about my decision of going to park to end all of this.
I shook my head.
"Are you sure"he said as if he knew that i was hiding something.
I nodded my head.
"i love you more than anything i will do anything for you but you have to tell me everything so that i can help you now look what happened when you distant yourself you hurt me so much but you hurt yourself too we are together in this you are scared that he will hurt me but i am scared too that what if he took you away from me i don't wants to lose you,but i am being strong only bcz if you bcz i know you need me and i have to be strong for you"he said llooking in my eyes and kissing my forehead.
I nodded my head and lay head on his chest and press a kiss there.
I thought about what he said and decided to tell him.
"harry i have something to tell you"i said.he kissed my head and hum in response to let me know that i have his attention and he is listening.
I told him everything after i said it.
He was silent and than i look up to see he was smiling.
I pull my head away and look at him confused.
"Why are you smiling"i asked.
He shook his head.
"Tell me"i said demandingly.
"Okay i heard you talking to him i just wanted you to told me yourself i knew you was hiding something from me and something was going on with you so i tried my best to know what was wrong and i am happy to know that we are fine again"he said i hug him tightly.
I pull away and smash my lips on his he was shocked at first but slowly started to move his lips against mine it was more of a needy kiss i put my hands in his hair his tounge parted my lips and our tounges met in urgency harry move so i lay on my back and he was in top of me i tug at his hairs causing him to moan in my mouth he began to press sloppy wet kisses along my jaw down to my neck he began to suck on my sweet spot i could not help but whimper in response to his actions.
Suddenly the door to our room slammed open.
My eyes flew open as well as harry's we look at the door to see officer causing harry to groan and me to hide my face in harry's chest blushing.
Harry chuckled.
"I will meet you downstair in a few minutes"harry said awkwardly.
The officer nodded and left.
Harry got up and help me to sit up.
"we will finish it tonight"he smiled cheekily at me and i blush.
"Come on lets go we have a few things to discuss with officers"he said.
I nodded and stood up i run my fingers through my hairs and put them in a bun and went into closet put on something appropriate as i was only in under garments since i pull out my clothes before cutting.
I put on a sweat pant and one of harry's sweater.
I walk out of closet to see harry was sitting on bed waiting for me i walk over to him and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Come onnn"i said taking his large hand in mine small one's.he stood up wrapped his arm around my waist and we walk downstair into the living room.
Officer looked at us smiled.
"Nice to see you actually i thought your few minutes will last long"he said and i blush.
we sat down and harry told the officer what happened today i mean what conversation me and my ex had.
Officer said we can use this to get to him.
Harry was not sure if i should go or not.
But officer said they will all be there i will not be alone.
Harry agreed but he was still not sure.
Officer began to explain how everything go.
At night
I was nervous and scared as i was getting ready to go.Harry was sitting on the bed looking at me chewing his nails.he was scared and nervous both.
I walk over to him and he pull me on his lap and hug me.
"I really don't wants you to go"he said.
"I know but i have to in order to end this we will have to do this"i said and he press a kiss on my forehead.
"I love you so much"he said resting his forehead on mine his eyes were close
"I love you too harry"i said and close my eyes.
I lean in and press my lips on his.it was a slow kiss but i tried to put all of my emotions i was feeling into it after a few seconds i pull away and open my eyes to meet harry's teary eyes.
"Oh love"i said pulling him to me he sobs against my chest.
"Love everything will be alright"i said wiping his tears and pressing a kiss on his forehead.
"I am scared what if something goes wrong and you got hurt or worse he took you no no no i can't let this happened plz tell the officer you don't wants to go plz don't go there"he cried holding on to me.My heart aches to see him like this his sobs were knives to my heart tears well up in my eyes.
"Love you have been so strong in the past weeks for me, but you can't brokedown now when i need your support the most"i said trying to calm him.
"I was strong bcz i knew you was safe here at home but now you are going there i can't let you go"he said hugging me tightly and sobbing.
What was i suppose to do now i can't go there leaving him like this.its not like he will et me go there.
HEY girls i did it next will be its last part though hope you like it....
