Dear book
I'm not ok again
I was taking a bubble bath and thought about drowning
How painful It could be
Who it would effect
The bubbles became more inviting
I stuck my head under
The lavender soothing
The scream of my lungs
Weirdly satisfying
The sting of my open eyes
Slightly comforting
For a second everything was fine
The world was calm
Quiet
My mind stopped overthinking
As my body screamed for air
I waited
And waited
Then someone called me on the phone and I got a few texts
Then I came back up for air
Something my body was craving
But also seemed weirdly fine without
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Poeziefeelings I started writing again I republished it Bc why not You can see the style difference bc my writing style of poetry now is much better Enjoy ( p.s I unpublished all the poetry that I thought was really bad )