Breaking Her: The only thing Innocent about The Innocent is their Innocence

Chapter Eleven

Tonian's POV
We were on our way back to the mafia house. Again I was on Gorden's back, playing in his hair, Lorenzo and Celina were up ahead, probably playing Romeo and Juliet and bringing the information we've learned to dad.

"Um Gorden,I have a question,"
"Go ahead,"
"Well, um," my cheeks began burning me, I can't believe I'm asking him this,"what does it feel like?" Emphasis on the it.

"What does what feel like?"Come on don't make it any harder than it is.

"Sex," there I finally said it.

He stopped walking,to get a better look at me,

"Your asking me this why?"
"I would feel embarrassed asking any one else at home and Samuel is out of the question,plus my dad seemed all for it and I guess you could say I was curious"
"I see,"he gave me a weird smirk then he put me down.

"This seems an okay place,"
"Wait I didn't mean I want to do it now," oh god what have I gotten myself into.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything against your will,"

"Ok,"
His hand cupped my face,leaving me no choice but to look him in the eyes, his face was getting closer to mine, I then felt his lips pressing against mine. Biting my bottom lip asking for permission to enter and I did. I felt his tongue slither into my mouth. He kissed me so passionately,I felt like I was under a trance. He broke away from me leaving me puzzled.
"You asked me what sex feels like,that answers part of your question,"
************************************

He kissed me, my first kiss,taken from me,but I was the one who allowed it to happen. I'm so stupid. Idiota. I was on my way to Samuel's room,I need him to update me on how the drug business is doing. Samuel otherwise know as Giovani or as his drug dealer name Viper, obviously his department is drugs,he get them and get his workers to sell them to gangs and a bunch of other low lives.

Finally I was near his dorm room,I knocked once and waited for him to answer.

"Who is it?"
"It's me you dummy,"
"Oh Tonian,come on in,doors open"
I turned the knob and entered the perv's domain. I closed the door behind me, then looked for Samuel. He came out of bathroom dripping wet,having the towel around his neck,my eyes got a quick glimpse of him before my brain told my hand to cover my eyes. Even when they were close the image still remained. The water droplets running down his pecs, abs, and his length. Oh no I 'm getting naughty thoughts in my head,damn it.

"You know you can look if you want I don't mind,"
I wanted to so badly,but my hand won't move.

"You can look now,I have on the towel," I slowly lowered my hand, and yes he was wearing the towel around his waist.

"So what your here for,"he asked with that satisfied smile on his face.
"I just wanted to know how are things on the market,"
"It's good,except a gang from uptown owe some funds,I was on my way to go collect it,"
"Good,"
He began to get closer and the closer he came the further I went until my back hit the door.
He stood in front of me,both his arms blocked my path of escaping, he came closer and closer until only a small space was left between us. He licked his lips hungrily as he looked at me,I could hear my heart pounding pending in my chest. His mouth found my neck sucking onto it, and kissing it as he went down.
"You really want it don't you," he mumbled.

His hand crept up my blouse, slipping his fingers under my bra roughly but his touch was gentle, I released a moan as he groped me,playing with my nipple until it got hard,his hands were like magic putting me under the spell of his touch. His other had held my wrist bringing it to the towel,or where it was,placing his length into my small hand. He held my face and landed a kiss and my lips then removed his hand to guide my hand up and down his length. Wait a minute what am I doing,I pushed him away from me and made a run for and didn't stop until I made it to my room.

What the hell just happened. I just kissed Gorden and now Samuel,whom I made grope me and I held his length in my hand. Oh no. I've been a bad girl, a very bad one. How did I get myself into this mess. My life is messed up and I thought being a virgin would be a good thing, but it only has brought me trouble.
Oh dear mother forgive me.