Dear Carol Bells

| December 21st |

| December 21, 2018 |

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Y'all, I've been reading the most REAL book EVER! My breath is stolen from every chapter and I just can't help but cry during others because how heartbreaking but REAL the scenes are. 

But on that note, do enjoy this update!

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| December 21st |

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock

Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring

Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun

Now the jingle hop has begun

Dear Carol Bells,

Three more days! I doubt many guys admit it, but I have a zoo of butterflies living in my stomach whenever I think of finally revealing myself to you. I just worry, will you be disappointed? Will you be elated? Indifferent? See me just as a friend? I can't bear it if the last option is what you decide. It'll mean I failed a bit in my mission.

On another topic, my family has been blasting Jingle Bell Rock around the house. It gets all of us dancing and even now I am listening to it and swaying along to the beat. I think the reason the song was brought to life in my family was because we just finished binge watching Home Alone 1 and 2.

Want to know something shocking? It was my grandparents first time watching it! But, I mean, living in Romania in their age will do that. They somewhat understood what was going on but my dear Bunu (as we say grandpa), fell asleep halfway through the first movie. It was a little sad.

But yeah, three more days!!! I honestly do hope (despite my nerves) that you'll be curious enough to stay there (if you work) or meet up with me. I don't know what I'll do to get your attention. Will I call your name? Approach you how I normally do and just drop the bomb? Or, maybe, drop off a letter in plain sight? Who knows? Have fun trying to picture what I'll do since not even I know.

Yours,

Saint Nick

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I'm obsessed with the song Surrender by Walk the Moon. I've been listening to it on repeat xD

But on another note, who's ready for them to meet?! I am!