#1 in dontsmileatme on 2.25.18
"Don't push me away" i whisper, holding onto her wrist. I was begging at this point. But she was the girl i loved, the girl of my dreams. How could i let her slip away?
Billie's expression was blank as she yanked her w...
"I'm so excited oh god oh god" Eliana jumps around my kitchen, practically buzzing with energy. I laugh and grab her shoulders. "Billie is just a normal human" i tell her. Eliana shakes her head and pulls away "No she isn't. Shes Billie fuckin Eilish"
I yawn and check the time on my phone, 8:26 pm. We had to hang out late because Billie was in the studio all day. The doorbell rings and before I could even look up Eliana is at the door, hugging Billie. I chuckle and grab my keys off the counter, walking towards Billie and Eliana. I close and lock my house door before turning to Billie. "We're gonna go to the store really quick" I say, smiling "I want Doritos"
Billie laughs and we all walk together. I don't say much, Eliana and Billie take up most of the conversation, but i don't mind. We get to the store and i grab a bag of doritos for myself. I turn to Billie and Eliana to ask them about something, but they aren't there. I sigh and walk over to the drinks, opening the display case thing and pulling out a yellow vitamin water.
"Yo" Billie and Eliana walk back towards me. Billie is holding a bag of takis and a water, and Eliana is holding a Pepsi."Yo" i say back, walking to the counter and putting my stuff up. Billie and Eliana put their stuff on the counter. I go to take put my card but Billie beats me to it, paying for everything. I narrow my eyes at Billie. "You didn't have to" I say. Billie shrugs and takes the bag "Where we out to?"
Eliana takes Billie's hand "The park! The park is so cool at night" She tugs Billie along. Billie and Eliana walk ahead of me the entire 15 minutes of the walk. I was only a little annoyed. Eliana was just excited, i know she wasn't trying to be mean.
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We get to the park and Billie sits on a bench, pulling out her takis. Eliana runs up to the slide and slides down, I sit down next to Billie and reach over for my vitamin water. I open the cap and take a sip. I close the cap and sneeze out of nowhere. "Bless you" Billie says softly "You cold?" she starts to take off her jacket. I open my mouth to say 'yeah' before i'm interrupted
"Yeah i'm freezing" Eliana appears out of nowhere. Billie looks up at her and then back at me. She takes off her jacket and hands it to Eliana. Eliana giggles and cuddles into it. Billie looks at me and opens her legs a little "Come here" she whispers, pulling me into the gap between her legs so my back is against her chest. She holds me, and i start to feel warmer. Eliana looks at us and pouts slightly, but then smiles. Her phone starts ringing and she groans "Mom" she mouths, stepping away to take the call.
"How you feeling?" Billie murmurs, putting her chin on my shoulder. I shiver, but not from the cold.
"I'm warming up" I say, my voice sounding small. I felt weird. Like my heart was tingling or something.
"I'm glad" she pulls me a little more into her "Sorry about not talking with you much, Eli is a big personality" i hum and let myself enjoy the feeling of Billie's arms around me. I enjoy it for more than the warmth.
"Lets try to be strippers!" Eliana runs back to us, pulling me away from Billie and towards the firemen pole. Billie follows us and sits on top of the little family table thing. "I'd like to see this shit" she laughs, watching me.
"Play some stripper music!" Eliana pulls out her phone and plays 'rake it up'
I groan and go up the playground stairs and to the firemen pole. This used to look so much higher when i was younger, i think to myself before sliding down halfway before stopping myself and flipping upside down. I use my leg to steady myself and flip kyself back over, landing in the splits. Me and Eliana used to play stripper all the time, so it was easy.
"Damn" Billie says, looking at me with a smirk "You stupid thick" I stick my tongue out at her and sit on the table next to her, waiting for Eliana. She does a spin and then lands on her butt, giggling. "Billie reminds me of a pimp, i'm too nervous"
"You're pimp daddy bil" I turn to face Billie. She grins at me "Only your pimp daddy"
We finish our snacks and I lean into Billie's shoulder. I check the time on my phone. 11:48.
"Billie, Eli, we should start heading back" I say. The both agree and stand up. Billie holds my hand this time as we walk back. Billie's phone rings.
"Yo..Nah i'm staying over at a friends house, Yeah imma be fine. Alright love you too"
I look over at her "Who's house you staying at? not mine"
"You can come over to mine" Eliana says, walking backwards in front of us. "Nah i'm staying at Alison's house, she loves me so she'll let me stay"
"Alright, Bye guys" Eliana says at the street she needs to cross in order to get to her house. We all hug goodbye. Billie grabs my hand and we walk towards my house. I unlock the door and me and Billie step inside. We walk upstairs into my room.
"Need a change of clothes?" I ask. Billie nods and i toss her a black tank top and some green pants that are comfortable to wear to bed. Billie mumbles a thank you and walks into the bathroom to change. I change as well. When Billie comes out of the bathroom I cant help but laugh.
"Suck my dick" Billie flops down in bed next to me. I poke her belly button and she slaps my hand away. "I like your piercing" I say, trying to poke her stomach again. Bille groans "Fuck all the way off"
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"But it's cute! Let me love you!" I giggle, giving up on trying to poke her and just laying beside her.
