I hate everything about you (Nnoitra X Neliel)

You vex me

Everytime we lie awake

 After every hit we take

Nnoitra Gilga's face looked sour as he looked up to the his opponent, the tricero espada. His eyes gazed over her long green hair, her feminine hips, her conservative uniform, the pink scar on her face and her golden brown eyes.... they all pissed him off.

Among all of her beautiful features, her eyes pissed him off the most. The way she was looking at him... it was as if he was nothing more than mere trash. A weakling. Pathetic.

Why does she keep looking at him that way? Why does she never acknowledge him? Just because he was weaker than her? And he hated to admit that fact, but it was true. She was a mere woman who was stronger than him in a battle! Something unacceptable.

Above all, he hated that "holier-than-thou" attitude of hers. A mere woman had no right to look down on him that way! Who does she think she is?

"That would be all. I have no interest in fighting with you any further."

So many times had he asked her for a duel. And every single time she would defeat him but never pierced her blade into his heart even if she had the all the chances.

Nnoitra never had a chance with her. She was simply faster and stronger than him, countering all of his attacks with ease.

"You bitch..... How dare you walk away from our fight!" He shouted after her as she walked away from him.

"I don't see any reason for us to fight."

"Bullshit! Do you think I give a shit about a reason?!"

"You are weaker than me. I have no intentions of raising my blades against the likes of you."

Instead of using her sword, she uses words to pierce his heart to shatter his ego and insult him in the worst way thinkable.

He hated her so fucking much. Among all the Espadas, she vexed him by far the most.

It was hard to accept the fact that she was a woman who had the third rank in the espada and he had only the eighth. A wide gap between the two. But what was harder to accept was that she never acknowledged him as a warrior.

It tortured him.

 He hated to admit it, but he looked up to Neliel. He wanted to be strong like her. He wished he could defeat her one day.

She was retarded, that bitch, always looking for a logical reason to fight. As if that fucking mattered! Fighting was the solemn purpose of his existence he didn't need some shit like a reason.

 "You piss me off, woman...." He growled angrily, his face looking sinisiter. But that didn't move Neliel in any way. She still looked down on him with those eyes of hers. Oh, how much he hated her.

"I will be taking my leave then." She replied coldly and left him, leaving him in despair.

"Fuck you...."

Nnoitra slumped on the sandy ground, his ribs still hurting from the kick he received from her.

He always wanted to fight so he could become stronger. He wanted to fight because he wanted to die. And yet Neliel never gave him that privilege. She never agreed fighting to death with him, despite Nnoitra trying everything to piss her off.  It never worked.

It enraged him to hear that she doen't want to fight him was because he was weak. He was not weak. He was strong and one day he would surpass her.

He hated her so much, even just thinking of her name tasted like vile in his mouth.

Why does she never acknowledge him?

Why does she never view him as an equal?

No matter how hard he tried, he could never impress her. He could never make her look different at him. She always gave this "mightier-than-you" or "you're-just -a- kid" look.

What was it in him that made her despise him so much?

She doesn't give that kind of look to other espadas, it was just him alone. It made him so angry. He really wished he could kill her but he knew he couldn't.

 He wanted to prove her that is not weak, over and over again but nothing he did made her acknowledge him.

 He was still weak in her eyes.

"You stupid slut..."

"Sir! are you alright?"

He heard his fraccion call him out. Fucking Tesra.

Nnoitra raised himself immediately and held his weapon out at him as a sign of a threat.

"Don't get friendly with me, Tesra. you're still far from my level."

 Tesra bowed and took a step back.

"I was just wondering though... Why do you keep fighting with her? Why not with the other espadas?"

"Because I fucking hate her! More than anyone!"