"Why don't you just send a picture. I want to see your body. Please, trust me". I wasn't ready to share my body with someone else. "I never even had my first kiss. I'm fat and insecure," I said to myself sending nudes was not of my character.
"SENDS...
Today is the first time I will get to see my boyfriend. We have been in a long-distance relationship for quite some time. It's been really difficult since I don't trust people, but I'm looking forward to seeing him. I keep picturing him in my head; tall, medium size, dark skin, with waves just my type.
Just thinking about him makes my heart skips a beat; anxiety has always gotten the best of me. I'm 5'5, with thick thighs, a huge butt, flabby arms, a light complexion, a medium stomach, long thick natural black hair, and a medium size chest. I couldn't help but wonder what his first impression of me would be.
Would he be excited or disappointed to see me? as I walked to my closet and put on a comfy fit, which consisted of a thick purple sweater, purple leggings, and a purple crop top with white toms.
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I attempted to put on something that would hide my shape but more importantly my insecurities, but I'm still striving to feel at ease in my own skin.
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*Door Bells Rings*
Kelvin ( AKA KJ) (POV)
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As I stand in front of her door, my heart is racing. Will she like me? I questioned myself.
A short dark skin girl opened the door, I wondered if I had the right crib
"Good day is Tamia here".
"Yeah she is come inside"
"TAMIA TAMIAAAAAAA!!!!!!" she shouted from downstairs. You have a guest.
"Cominggggggg" Tamia shouted
It was a voice I recognized, and I became even more anxious. I stared at her slowly coming down the stairs. I licked my lips and glanced at her from head to toe. "Damn I thought to myself shawty finer than I thought. She was perfect just how I had imagined her to be.
I was exactly how she imagined me to be: tall, dark-skinned, and average built. I didn't have all the looks, but it's all about the heart. I know Tamia has my heart and I have hers.
She smiled at me and bit her bottom lip. I could see she was hesitant, so I approached her and presented her with a gift.
"What's this for?" as she smiles and opens it. "It's a present for you; I missed your birthday and wanted to make up for it."
I was supposed to meet her before her birthday but was unable to do so due to work. I hope she enjoys her present.
"You got me a Cuban link chain and bracelet" OMGG!!!!!! I love it"
She gives me a firm embrace, which I didn't expect. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw how pleased she was, but deep down I wanted to kiss her and make love to her. Why does she have to be so perfect?
"I came all this way to see you and not one kiss; even on the cheek." He said
She giggled and kissed him on his cheek.
"Happy?" she says
He smirked and snatched her by the throat, looking her in the eyes.
"You can't give me a real kiss? all the shit you've been talking about on the phone." He says as he smiles at her. She leaned in for a kiss, so he turned his head sideways, as her lips brushed across his cheek. He laughs at her because she got really upset.
She stared at me as if I just had turned her on which I had.
"why would you do that I was giving you a kiss, don't play with me like that." Tamia said
He leans in on her lips, and sucks on her bottom lips while staring directly into her eyes; she clings on to him as he gently slides his tongue into her mouth kissing her.
Tamia moaned in his mouth, she hasn't kissed anyone in years, and this was her first meaningful relationship since graduating from high school. She like it a lot, but realized he turned her on more than anything else.
Kelvin continues to kiss Tamia while placing his hands on her hip rubbing it gently. He raises her on top of him, as she grind her hips against his hard wood.
Damn, she said to herself , he could really lift me. He began to suck on her neck and and gently rub on her nipples. Tamia felt herself becoming wet. "I love you," he whispered in her ear, but she didn't respond. Only one thing was on her mind. Tamia knew she wanted him deep in her.
