December 14, 2017
"It's not working" he said
I was just staring at the beautiful night sky while listening. It's so beautiful
"Did you hear me?" he asked making me to look at him
"Yeah" I said and smiled bitterly at him
He just looked and sighed heavily, and I know when he did it he's pissed off.
"Look I don't mean to hurt you by this way..."
"But you already did.." I said softly
The night breeze glides over my skin gently and lightly
"I know and I don't want to hurt you anymore" he said firmly
"You do?" I asked
"Yeah"
"Then why are you asking me this thing? You know that it'll hurt me so fvcking much?" I said trying to hold off my verging tears
"I know but you'll feel hurt much more if we don't---"
"Oh shut up!" I said furiously
He stiffened on his spot while looking at my now wet face
"Nat...." he said soothingly
"Just go" I said bitterly
He tried to pursue my hand but I backed off
"Nathalie" he said
"JUST GO!!!" I shouted
And for the last time I saw him heaving his long and deepest sigh before leaving me
Just as he did, my tears started to burst out continuously
"All I did was to love you!! I didn't lose the chance of not loving you!! I loved you every second, minute, hour, day, month and year of my life and yet .... and yet... you chose to leave me?" I confessed
"What did I ever do to you? Am I not enough for your love? Am I not worth it? Why?" I sobbed
"Why can't you just stay and love me the way you already did?"
"Please come back. Please stay. I want you. I need you. Please, Nathan"
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Novela JuvenilShe's broken but she cannot find a way to move on from her tremendous past. Will she be able to move on and prove him wrong? Or will she not and proved him right? ### My own appreciation for the wonderful song 12:51 by Krissy and Ericka!! A song tha...