Prologue

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December 14, 2017

"It's not working" he said

I was just staring at the beautiful night sky while listening. It's so beautiful

"Did you hear me?" he asked making me to look at him

"Yeah" I said and smiled bitterly at him

He just looked and sighed heavily, and I know when he did it he's pissed off.

"Look I don't mean to hurt you by this way..."

"But you already did.." I said softly

The night breeze glides over my skin gently and lightly

"I know and I don't want to hurt you anymore" he said firmly

"You do?" I asked

"Yeah"

"Then why are you asking me this thing? You know that it'll hurt me so fvcking much?" I said trying to hold off my verging tears

"I know but you'll feel hurt much more if we don't---"

"Oh shut up!" I said furiously

He stiffened on his spot while looking at my now wet face

"Nat...." he said soothingly

"Just go" I said bitterly

He tried to pursue my hand but I backed off

"Nathalie" he said

"JUST GO!!!" I shouted

And for the last time I saw him heaving his long and deepest sigh before leaving me

Just as he did, my tears started to burst out continuously

"All I did was to love you!! I didn't lose the chance of not loving you!! I loved you every second, minute, hour, day, month and year of my life and yet .... and yet... you chose to leave me?" I confessed

"What did I ever do to you? Am I not enough for your love? Am I not worth it? Why?" I sobbed

"Why can't you just stay and love me the way you already did?"

"Please come back. Please stay. I want you. I need you. Please, Nathan"

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