12:51 [COMPLETE ✔️]

12:51 - Chapter 5 😄

>>> Nathalie's POV
I never thought that he'll find someone else...

And I never really thought it'll be her ...

Like ... What the hell?

Papalitan mo nalang din pala ako edi sana ipinalit mo na yung mas mataas kesa sakin diba?? Hindi ehh!! Pinalit mo sakin yung gagong best friend ko nung highschool na ALAM mong ang laki ng kasalanan sakin ...

Ang for Pete's freaking sake!!! She's a fvcking whore!!! She's been a hoe to different man!!! Nathan naman!!!! Are you acting like a dumb kid or you're playing dumb with me??? Kasi kung ganun nga ayaw ko na!!! Ayaw ko ng makipaglaro!! I've undergone too much pain!! I've felt enough!!! I've seen enough!!! Siguro naman sasapat na yun para kalimutan kita diba???

You've already hurted me once but I never thought that you'll do it again

I thought na there's still a chance that you'll come back. You'll realize that you're wrong, you'll realize that it's not a wise decision to left, you'll realize that .... you still love me

Pero mukhang mali nananaman ako ... maling mali nananaman...

Syempre kasi umasa ako ehh... U-umaasa talaga ako na baka meron pa ... na baka sakaling kaya pa nating ibalik kaso ...  kaso mukhang wala na talaga .... mukhang naka move on ka na nga ... mukhang ako nalang tong naiwang tanga sa ating dalawa ... mukha ako na nga lang talaga yung umaasa na magkakabalikan pa tayo kasi andun pa yung feeling ehhhhh ...

Pero masisisi mo ba ako na umasa? Masisisi mo ba ako na minahal parin kita kahit ang sakit sakit na? Masisisi mo ba ako kung minahal kita ng lubos lubos?

"Hey..." bulong ni Kyle

Ginabi na kami dito sa park dahil sa kadramahan ko. Napatingin ako sa kanya at napangiti.

"Sabihin mo nga sakin Kyle ... Is it stupid enough for a person to think that the person she/he loved will come back? Realizing that she/he made a mistake before? A wrong decision?" tanong ko sa kanya

"No it wasn't and never will" sagot agad ni Kyle

"Why?" I asked him

"Because all you ever did was to love Nathan before Nats" sabi niya

Nagulat naman ako sa sinabi niya

"Y-you knew?" tanong ko

"Yeah. And I'm sorry for lying to you Nats. I just want to help you with this, and this was the very reason why I flew back ... to aid you"

"Why?" I ask at naramdaman ko nananaman yung mga luha ko

"Bestchildhoodfriend right?" sabi niya

"Yeah, Bestchildhoodfriend" sabi ko habang nakangisi

Ntahimik naman kami pagkatapos. Ang ganda ng buwan.

"Won't you talk to her like you always did?" tanong ni Kyle sakin habang nakaturo sa buwan

"Anong like I always did?" tanong ko

"It's 12:51 now Nats. Won't you talk?" tanong ni Kyle

Hindi ko na siya inintriga kung pano niya nalaman ang tungkol dun at hunarap nalang sa buwan.

Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago ako tumingin sa buwan

"Hey" panimula ko

np: 12:51 by Krissy and Ericka

Scrolling through my cellphone
for the 20th time today
Reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway
It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away