SHOOT ME WITH ONE SHOT [Reader x Suga] [COMPLETED]

P 13 : Feelings

I lay down on my bed. I press my head against a comfy pillow. I can feel my heart aching, my tears start to flow. It's somewhat an unknown feeling. I feel my phone vibrating in my pocket. I take it out,

Suga Oppa <3

That name pop on my screen. I pick up the call.

"Yeah, oppa?" my sound a little cracked.

"Y/n, why is your voice a bit different?"

"Jinjja? I don't think so. You're imagining?" I hold back my tears.

"Y/n.. I'm sorry. My words just now are too harsh."

"No, oppa. I'm fine."

"But I meant what I said. If you really like Jin, you can just be honest."

"N-no, its not like that! I don't like him!"

I accidentally yelled at him.

"Ah, sorry. I didn't meant to."

"It's okay."

Suddenly, it become quiet,as if the call has ended, but not yet.

"Well, give me an answer before you fall for others."

He hang up first. I cried out loud. I never felt this way before. Maybe Jinah was right, I might have fallen for him.

***Flashbacks***

I check the uncountable messages from Jinah. I reply,

"Wah Jinah! How many are you going to send me a day😂"

"Idk man, I'm worried about you!😭"

"Gomawo!"

"Are you fine, y/n?"

"Something comes up."

"What happened?"

"A member confessed to me."

"WOW THAT'S AMAZING!"

"Listen to me first. I'll label "S" for the one who confess, and "J" for a disturbance. S confess to me a couple days ago and I can't stop being happy. But I just keep quiet. Then soon after , J treat me like, y'know, someone special(?)"

"Uh huh, how about the confession? What did you say?"

"I.. am confused about my feelings. I've been admiring him through the lense only. And also, I feel weird. I feel something in my stomach and everytime S talks to me, I feel happy."

"ówò Y/N! You've fallen for S!"

"Eh, how come? I don't know though.."

"Do you think or is happy when he comes to you?"

".. yes.. I frequently think about him. I share a room with him, and I'm kinda excited when I saw him beside me."

"Omg, Y/n. Accept him, say yes. YOU DO LOVE HIM!"

"Umm.. I'll think about it.."

***Ends of flashbacks***

I cried my lungs out.

KNOCKS! KNOCKS!

I quickly wipe my tears off. I rush to the sink and wash my face. I open the door. Jin.

"Yes, what can I help you?"

"Did you cried?" Jin ask, all of a sudden.

I chuckle, "Why would I? Anyway, do you need anything?"

"I want you." Jin said, trying to hug me.

I back away, "Oppa, stop." I said, with a kinda rude tone. 

Jin puts his hand down, apologize to me.

"Y/n, you love Yoongi, right?"

I'm shocked and look away.

"Everytime you want to lie, you would look away."

Jin said, his big eyes keep looking straight at me. I keep quiet, not answering him.