I woke up 3 hours earlier than the rest of the girls just because I felt like I'm going to die if I don't wake myself up already. I'm usually like this whenever I get my panic attacks and asthma. I only experience those rarely but it gets really bad especially when my anxiety and stress comes along. Just like last night...
I would cry and look normal but in reality, it becomes really hard for me to breathe.
Anyway, I'm just laying here on my bed, fully dressed, bare-faced and ready for our recording session at 7 AM later on. I still have an hour to spend before the company van fetches us and brings us back to the studio to record our new song. Jixy unnie and Lyza unnie are still applying makeup while Thalia unnie is taking a bath. She really takes a lot of time when taking a bath. Her shortest time is 45 minutes, brushing not yet included. As for Margarette unnie, I don't know. Jixy unnie has been trying to keep me from seeing her since she woke up but I think Margarette unnie finished preparing already and is in the same 'waiting' state as me. She's an early bird, too.
"Ky, can I hear your notes?" Jixy unnie said while putting my inhaler and other medicines in her bag. It means that she wants me to sing to see if I'm in good condition.
"zài zhèlǐ jiù duì nǐ shuō chū wǒ de ài
Why don't you know
Don't you know
Don't you know
Wàngjì tā huì gěi nǐ duōshǎo de yōuchóu
Why don't you know
Don't you know
Don't you know yeah..," I sang Up and Down's Chinese version while still laying down."Sometimes I really wonder how you could be so...," she mumbled while shaking her head in front of the vanity mirror.
I immediately sat up and pouted after hearing her statement.
"Unnieeeeeeeeee," I whined, making her look at me with a worried expression.
"What? Are you okay? Where does it hurt?!"
I ignored all her questions as real tears started to flow down my cheeks and chin.
"Don't you love me anymore? Should I just quit GALAXY? Would it be better if--"
"Ya! Kyleen, what's really happening to you? Come here," she commanded with open arms, motioning for me to come to her but I just looked at her with puppy dog eyes.
She clicked her tongue after a few seconds and made her way towards the edge of the bed where I'm sitting at. She wiped away all my tears and rubbed my back as I'm already letting out continuous hiccups.
"Unnie! Kyleen! What's happening?" Lyza unnie suddenly entered the room with a cooking spatula in her right hand.
"Maybe it's still because of THAT," Jixy eomma answered and I rapidly shook my head sidewards, knowing that she's referring to what happened with Margarette unnie.
"A-ani! *hic* Y-*hic*... You *hic* Youuuu *hic* *hic* WAAAAAAAH!!!! *hic--* *COUGHS*"
I ended up choking on my own saliva after getting frustrated and shouting because I couldn't say anything properly without having hiccups. I heard Thalia unnie shouting a loud 'WAAATEEER!' from the bathroom beside our room.
"O-omo, she's choking! Wait, I'll get water!" Lyza said in panic.
"Shhh, Ky. It's okay. Try to calm down. It's going to be okay. Lyza, the wateee--"
"HERE!"
Lyza unnie handed me a glass of water and I hurriedly drank it, afraid that I would die any moment because of how I'm coughing like crazy . I deepy inhaled some air and slowly let it out to calm myself down.
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I Got A Boy (Kim Taehyung X Reader X Jungkook)
De TodoKyleen and Jungkook were childhood buddies but she had to move away since she was going to pursue her dreams of being a Kpop idol. Later on, she was shocked to hear the news that Jungkook debuted in a boy band, too. She had a little reunion with him...