Past 1

34 0 0
                                    

I didn't know how to react right after hearing what Somi unnie said but my chest felt like it's gonna burst anytime soon. I wanted to move but nervousness conquered my whole body. Seriously, what if Bang PD-nim was just messing around when he told us that it's okay to have scandals and all that kind of stuff. What if he gets mad? Will my fans hate me? What if some GALAXY fans start hating my unnies, too?

"Hey, Star. Are you okay?" Somi unnie asked me as she placed a hand on my shoulder.

I blinked a few times before finally coming back to my senses.

"Will our manager get mad at me? Worse, what if Bang PD-nim kicks me out because of that? Our dating ban contract isn't even finished yet. Somi unnieee, don't get mad, too!"

"Huh? Why am I going to get mad at you? That goes for your manager and Bang PD-nim as well. It's just a rumor, Ky. What are you even worried about?" she said and she chuckled.

'Yeah. It's just a rumor. Why am I getting so nervous? Aish, being friends with other idols is stressful.'

Well, I got these kind of scandals back then as well but I never got this worked up over those. Maybe because they're from other companies and the articles were full of nonsense things.

Wait, I don't even know what the latest article is about so why am I already thinking that it'd be about BTS and GALAXY? I'm so paranoid, gawd. Maybe it's because we were with them last night.

"Yeah, you never got this nervous when past dating rumors about you came up. Maybe it's because you're really getting all lovey-dovey with someone," Margarette unnie said as she walked past us with a smirk. I also noticed the side-eye she directed towards me as she emphasizes the word 'lovey-dovey'.

Somi unnie laughed at her statement as everybody here knows that she enjoys teasing us and making jokes. While me, I just followed her figure until I couldn't see her anymore. I don't know if that's her usual playful jokes or that's a joke targetting me and the other group.

"See, even Margarette is making a joke about this. You shouldn't worry about getting hate and all that. We're here to support you no matter what happens and you know what? It's okay to date. Just don't get caught and it's also okay unless you're dating someone who just debuted or still has the dating ban contract unfinished like you," Somi unnie said.

I nervously laughed at her because I was thinking of BTS the whole time and the nervousness just got worse when she mentioned the thing about dating someone who just debuted. Well I'm not dating one of the boys and will surely not date anybody because you see, I'm still not at the right age. I don't want to have a boyfriend yet, not until I'm 18 and successful. I don't even know why I'm the target of dating scandals. Maybe it's because they're trying to expose me, thinking that I'm a really flirty teenager who just wanted fame to be able to date idols... But no, that's a big NO.

I'm just afraid that the boys' career will get affected because of me.

---------

"You didn't have to hurt me back. You could've just turned and left me all alone... That would be easier. Yeah," I sang my last singing parts in our new song called "Revenge".

It's a very badass song if you ask me. The beats are crazy and the song is a little fast but even with those energetic beats and fast tempo, the lyrics are really sad. I wrote my parts, hehe.

"Your revenge was a success. But the revenge I wanted included me getting you back. And it hurts... It hurts..," I whispered at the very last part. I didn't say the words after 'it hurts' because it'd be continued on our next song.

I walked out of the recording area and sat on the sofa, quickly reaching for the phone in my pocket. I still haven't seen the article because I was warming up my voice earlier. I didn't want to see it also because I don't want it to affect my performance. I entered my password but got startled by my manager's voice.

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Mar 19, 2019 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

I Got A Boy (Kim Taehyung X Reader X Jungkook)Where stories live. Discover now