it's been about 2 weeks since we got back to London with my mom she's been doing a lot better. and she's walking around. harry has been helping so much between going to the studio and interviews, I don't know how he does it but I am so grateful to have him in my life. "time for dinner!" my mom yelled we ran down stairs and my mom had made pasta, "this all looks so good mom" I said sitting next to harry i missed her cooking "well dig in" we all got our food and started eating after about 20 minutes we were full and I got everyone's dishes and put them in the sink, I started washing the dishes and harry came over to help me. we finished up and I got a craving for ice cream. we sat out in the living room, "do you guys wanna get ice cream later? my treat!" I asked looking around the couch "yeah sure" they all said, we started watching football and I got up and walked into my room and grabbed my bag then went back down to the living room. "ready guys?" I said walking toward the door. everyone got up and we got to the car and drove to the ice cream shop. we all got our ice cream and went back to the flat and ate then me and harry went to our room and fell asleep. when I woke up the next morning all I heard was laughing I looked to see what time it was, it was 10:23 am. then I saw another note from harry saying that he had to go to the studio to finish up some things with the album. I rolled out of bed and went downstairs to see my mom and aunt sitting at the table, talking about old times from when they were little, I went into the living room, turned on the tv, "is harry styles being played?" "alyssa seen shopping with other guys" then the worst one came on.."is alyssa pregnant with styles baby?" I heard and immediately turned the tv off so my mom and aunt wouldn't hear that! then I ran upstairs to see Kendal still sleeping, "Kendal please wake up!" I said shaking her shoulders "what is it now?" she said moaning "the paps saw me buying your pregnancy test and now they think I'm the one pregnant!" I said making her roll over and sit up. "omg what are we gonna do?" and I honestly had no idea except one thing "why don't you tell your mom that you thought you were pregnant and that I bought you a pregnancy test to make sure you weren't!" "you really thing that MY mom would take it easily?" she said getting angry "well we can't have the world thinking I'm supposedly pregnant!" I said emphasizing the pregnant part "yeah you're right!" she said getting up, she walked down stairs to where my mom and aunt were. Kendal told her mom everything and I was in complete shock that she actually did it "you never told me until now!!" my aunt said very angry "well I thought you would hate me and I was scared so I asked Alyssa to help me but no people think she's the pregnant one" Kendal said as she started crying, I felt so bad so I ran over and hugged her. I heard a knock at the front door and then it opened "harry!!" I said smiling and running to hug him! "I brought breakfast for everyone!" he said holding up a big bag of food "great I'm starving!" I said, before if could get my food my mom pulled me into the living room "mom is everything okay?" I said concerned "yes everything's fine but have you told harry about the thing with Kendal?" she asked "well yeah I told him but he doesn't know it's out to the media" I said looking over her shoulders to look at harry who was getting everyone's food out. "well I think you should tell him before he finds out himse-" my mom was cut off by harry asking if we were coming to eat and I said "I will tell him tonight" then I walked to the kitchen and ate. I couldn't help but think, what if I was pregnant with Harry's baby? would he be happy? a million things ran through my head. but we haven't done anything so it's not gonna happen. "babe are you okay?" harry asked putting his hand on my leg "I need to talk to you" I got up and went into my room. I sat on my bed as harry sat down "okay what's wrong?" he asked holding my hand "remember when I told you about Kendal? he nodded "yeah and?" "well you were right..they got a picture of me buying the test and now they think we're pregnant..also it's all over the news" I said as I put my head down, I really hope he's not upset "I knew they would do this!!" I could tell he was angry and worried "I'm sorry I should have been more careful!" I started thinking, what if this is how he acts when we do finally get pregnant one day, is he gonna be this worried? "babe it's not your fault, you were trying to help Kendal. we will just have to ignore this and hope it goes away!" he said as he kissed me. "well we should get to my house before the boys hear about it and go insane" he said laughing and getting up. when we got to Harry's flat everyone including the girlfriends were there. "hey there love birds!" Louis said laughing "hello fellas" harry said hugging everyone like he usually does. "hey guys" I said waving, they all waved back, I saw Abby getting up and walk over to me "congrats on the pregnancy alyssa!" she said hugging me, well I guess our plan to tell them before the media could failed. "yeah guys I'm not pregnant, I was buying a test for my cousin who has a pregnancy scare a few weeks ago." I said, everyone looked at me in relief "yeah that's why we came here." harry said laughing "well me and Abby some news for you all!" he said grabbing onto her waist and smiling "well" Liam said impatiently but we all had an idea of what it is "we're expecting!" Abby said jumping up and down smiling, "omgosh that amazing!!" I said hugging Abby "congratulations" I added hugging Niall we all said our congrats and me, Sophia, elenour, and Perrie went onto the back porch and we started talking about baby stuff and what they were gonna name it. when Sophia stopped and asked me what had happened that day I ran out of the house and left for a few days. "well I don't know what harry told you but my mom was in a car accident that morning." I said getting a little choked up "but ya know what she's doing so much better and I don't wanna ruin the mood." I said looking at the girls "well I'm glad she's okay now" Abby and Perrie said. elenour and Sophia said the same thing. we all sat around still talking about the baby, when all the boys came outside with us in there swim trunks "ready to go swimming ladies?" Louis said "well we have to get changed guys" Sophia said I didn't know we were going swimming or that harry even had a pool. "well I don't have a swim suite so I can't go in" I said sitting down "oh Alyssa I have an extra one here you can use!" elenour said taking me inside. elenour and I walked into Louis room and she pulled out the extra swimsuits and I picked out a pink bandeau top and black bottoms, "thank you!" I said then walked into Harry's room, put the suit on and walked down stairs to see the girls grabbing towels, we walked outside and started laughing because the guys stopped. what they were doing as soon as they saw us walk out. it's the first time Harry's seen me in less clothes then I usually wore and he couldn't stop starring at me. we walked down to the pool and got in we all just relaxed and played a few games. we got out and dried off. harry took me inside and no one followed which was weird to me. "harry you okay?" I said as we stood in the living room "yeah let's go up to my room and get showered and changed then were all gonna go out to dinner okay?" I couldn't wait so we went up stairs but harry was being very touchy with me, he sat on his bed and told me to sit next to him, so I sat down.
he started kissing my neck and we fell into the bed, harry got on top of me and kept kissing me then started moving down to my neck. I knew what was gonna happen next, it felt right but I knew at any moment someone could walk in. "harry what if someone comes in" I said enjoying what was happened. he picked his head up "I told the guys to wait outside and not to come in till we came out." he said smiling and continuing to kiss my neck then moved down and kissed down my stomach and to my thighs. he stood up and I took off my top, harry moved his hands up my leg to the top of my bottoms and started kissing my stomach and I arched my back in pleasure. he slid my bottoms off and threw them somewhere, he started kissing down and kissed my lips and started to eat me out. it felt so good. "damn your so tight babe" he said standing in front of me just starring and whipping his mouth, I asked why he was looking at me like that "because you're beautiful! you're body is perfect!" he said smiling he took off his shorts and started kissing back up stopping to kiss and lick each of my boobs. he knew all the right spots. I could hear everyone laughing and screaming outside so I knew we had a lot of time. as he moved up I decided to tell him "harry.." I said picking up his head "you okay?" he said kissing me "yes! but I have to tell you something." I said pausing "I'm still a virgin." I said he laughed which confused me "babe I knew that" he said kissing me again. then kissed my neck then stopped to look at me, "ready sweetheart?" he said, I nodded. I hope that this isn't as bad as I've heard it could be, I was so nervous. he slid his tip to my entrance and moved inside slowly. I squirmed in pain and kissed me to distract me from the pain. then I felt him push all the way inside of me, I whimpered, he moved in and out slowly but kissing me. once it didn't hurt much anymore he started going faster and harder. I wrapped my legs around him and scratched his back in pleasure. "I love you baby!" he said looking me in the eyes, "I love you too harry!" I said mid moan. it felt so good, I could tell harry was getting close because he got slower. "babe I'm gonna cum!" he said panting "hold it a little longer" I said he moved in and out a few more times and then I knew he was there "go ahead baby!" I said he fell next to me, our chests moved up and down. we laid there for a few minutes then he got up and turned on the shower. I was sore from what just happened so I waited until harry was done in the shower to get up and went in. we got our showers. I didn't have any clothes so I put on the clothing I wore to Harry's house. "are you okay babe?" harry said as I got dressed "yeah just a little sore is all" I was happy he was my first, I loved him and he loved me. "I'm happy you let me take your virginity." he said kissing me and holding me. we walked down stairs and saw that everyone was sitting in the pool talking and laughing. "how long were we gone?" I said "awhile I guess" he said as we walked out holding hands. "HEY!" Louis said as everyone else looked at us. I knew they knew what we did but I didn't care. they all got out and went inside to get changed. we hung out at the house for a little while then we all went out to dinner. it was so nice to have everyone together.
we ate and sat around the table for awhile. "what do you guys wanna do after this?" I asked looking at everyone "we could go back to the house and have a night in" Liam said drinking his beer "oooor we could go to a club!" Louis said. "well it wouldn't be fair to go drinking if Abby can't drink!" i said to Louis "we could stay at the house with Niall and Abby while you guys go drink" harry said holding my hand. I wouldn't mind having a night in with Niall, harry and Abby! "sounds fine to me. is that okay with you guys!" I said looking at Abby and Niall "yeahh I'm down for that!" Niall said "same" Abby said, we got the check and paid then left. we dropped off everyone else and went back to Harry's flat. harry put in the movie love actually. "harry you're obsessed with this movie!" Niall said laughing. "oh well!" harry said we all got comfortable on the couch and after about an hour into the movie I ha fallen asleep in Harry's lap, being near him makes me feel safe.
