I walked in the house with baby Darcey, and harry behind me. "SURPRISE!" everyone yelled. I didn't have a baby shower because harry was away, "oh my gosh!" I said placing Darcey in her carrier on the floor and hugged everyone I could, I was so happy I was in tears "you guys are the best!" I said looking at everyone "well it was your mom and Harry's moms idea" Liam said putting an arm on each of our moms shoulders "well thank you mom and mom!" I said looking at my mom and Harry's mom "you're welcome sweetheart!" our moms said. without me asking harry got Darcey out of the carrier and started bouncing her in his arms. "can I hold her!" everyone yelled, oh boy this is gonna be interesting! there's one baby with like 15 or more people here, and everyone wanted to hold her at once. my mom took her from harry first and held her and started talking to her and singing to her. I started talking to Abby and Niall who had there baby boy with them "how is baby Michael!?" I asked kissing his cheek while he was sleeping peacefully "he's an angel!" Abby said smiling "well good! I hope Darcey is like that!" I said laughing "oh she will get there, the first few nights will be rough but me and Ni played some soft songs that he recorded and played that all night!" she said "well I'm gonna have to try that!" I said as Perrie walked over to us "oh my gosh lyss she's absolutely beautiful!" she said hugging me "aww well thank you!" I said "and little mikey here is just so handsome!" she said in a baby voice, Abby smiled and took him out, she let Perrie hold him so I walked over to liam who was holding Darcey "how is she li!?" I asked sitting next to him "she's adorable!" he said rocking her "well thank you!" I said letting Darcey hold my finger "alright baby hog! it's my turn!" Louis said plopping down beside me, I was a little cautious with lou because he was very hyper "please be careful Louis!!" I said handing him Darcey "don't worry love I've got this!" Louis said smiling at me then down at Darcey "well I have to say this baby has the best uncles and aunts around!" Liam said laughing and looking at Sophia, she walked over to us and sat down on Liam's lap "woah careful soph! I'm with child!" Louis said joking around and pointing at Darcey, everyone started laughing then she started crying so I changed her diaper and then breast fed her up in the bedroom. harry followed so he could learn how to change her, "harry you can take Darcey back downstairs I'm gonna lay down I'm exhausted!" I said handing Darcey to harry "okay sweetheart, I'll miss you!" he said kissing me then he walked downstairs, I cleaned up Darcey's nursery then went into the bathroom and took a nice hot bath, I started to fall asleep so I decided to get out and get ready for bed, I dried myself off and got in some comfy clothes. I wanted to say goodnight to everyone so I walked down the stairs, "hey! there's the new mommy!" my mom said smiling, it felt so good to hear that! everyone got quiet and I started to hug my mom goodnight when she starred past me, I turned around and saw harry walking toward me, everyone was awwing and smilingly, I looked around and smiled at harry "hey babe!" I said as harry stopped in front of me with baby Darcey in his arms, he was so cute with her. "Alyssa you know I love you to death" I nodded yes "well when I first saw you on the plane, I knew you were special. ever since that day I fell more and more in love with you, you're beyond perfect and beautiful, you gave me this beautiful baby girl" he said looking at Darcey and kissing her chubby cheeks I got teary eyes then tried to say something "no I need to do this" I looked confused "harry?" I said while he reached into his back pocket, then got on one knee, I heard everyone gasp in surprise "Alyssa will you marry me?" he said as Darcey started squirming "yes yes yes!!" I said jumping up and down, he slid the ring on my finger, I admired it then hugged him and kissed him, "I love you harry!" I said kissing him again. everyone came around us congratulating us, they all looked at the ring and I heard liam, Niall, Louis congratulate him. then zayn said "welcome to the club lad!" he said hugging harry, I could help but look at him and think about how lucky I was. my mom and Harry's mom were so happy, they were already talking about the wedding. I stayed down stairs until everyone left "ready for bed babygirl?" harry said bouncing Darcey up and down "yes I am!" I said taking Darcey out of Harry's arms so I could put her to bed, "I'll meet you in the bedroom" harry said kissing Darcey's forehead I nodded then walked into the nursery. I couldn't believe everything was real but it was, I'm going to be marrying the most amazing guy I've ever met and I had the most beautiful baby I've ever laid my eyes on. I laid Darcey down and turned on the recording of harry singing like Abby said to do, since she heard him singing in the womb. she fell asleep right away "goodnight baby girl!" I said walking toward the door I closed the door half way just in case. I walked into the bedroom and saw Harry's was already asleep so I got into bed and then I felt harry pull me closer to him "goodnight sweetheart!" he said intertwining our fingers and kissing my temple "goodnight babe!" I said closing my eyes. Darcey only woke up a few times but harry went and took care of her for me so I could sleep, the last time she started crying harry brought her into our room and laid her down with us and she fell right to sleep. I woke up to the sound of harry talking to Darcey "hello sweet angel, daddy love you so much." he said I could help but smile, harry didn't know I was awake "before you were born I never knew what love was, I knew I loved your mommy but not how I thought I actually did. you're mother means more to me then anything in the whole world" I decided id let him know I was awake "that was beautiful haz!" I said rolling over, he jumped and smiled "how much if that did you hear?" he asked kissing me "enough" I said giggling "how is our baby girl?" I asked kissing her cheeks, harry had her on his legs and his back was against the headboard, she moved her head and made little noises. "are you hungry?" harry asked "yeahh I am, but I'll go make breakfast for us!" I said "you sure honey?" he asked looking at me get out of bed. "of course, you were up all night with Darcey it's the least I could do babe." I said as I walked out the door to the kitchen. I decided id make a big breakfast, I decided to make waffles, pancakes, eggs, sausage, bacon, ham, and some fried potatoes. I had that motherly instinct already, I heard Darcey crying then she stopped. it was quiet for the rest of the time I was making breakfast. I finished and went into the bedroom to see harry laying down and Darcey on top of him, they both looked so peaceful so I went back down stairs and thankfully the guys and there girlfriends came over, but I made harry his plate and stuck it in the fridge because the guys would take it all if I didn't. "okay I love that you're all here but Darcey kept harry up all night and now they are asleep upstairs so please just don't wake them up" I said smiling, then they all nodded I went into the kitchen and made everyone tea "hey thanks for the food Alyssa!" Niall said stuffing his face like usual "you're welcome everyone" I said looking at them all stuff there faces "geez you act like you all haven't eaten in 3 years" I said laughing, I heard a knock on the door, I opened it. I was face to face with a tall blonde chick, "is harry here!" she said looking at the guys sitting in the dining room eating, they all got up once they saw who it was "Lauren what are you doing here?" Louis said behind "yeah what are you doing here?" I said crossing my arms "I need to talk to harry!" she said "about?" I said "Lauren just leave!" Liam and Niall both said "no I wanna hear this" I said getting pissed "um I don't need to tell you shit bitch!" she said pushing me aside and walking into the house but Liam stopped her "Lauren we both know this isn't going to happen!" he said grabbing her arms and pushing her outside. what the hell is going on?? I was so confused "guys I'll he right back!" I said running upstairs, I saw harry was in the bathroom, "Harry Edward Styles get out here now!" I commanded on the verge of tears, he ran out of the bathroom "what's wrong love?" he said hugging me, I pushed him away "Lauren...why is there a girl at our front door asking for you?" I said tearing up "are you cheating on me?" I said crying "omg no!" he said running out the door and to the front door, I heard yelling and I couldn't take it so I went into the nursery and got some of Darcey's clothing and put her in her car seat, then went and got some of my clothing, I grabbed Darcey's bag and her, then I walked downstairs to see harry and the guys outside with Lauren yelling, then she slapped harry. I needed to get away from this before I find something out I don't wanna know. I opened the door and everyone turned around and looked at me "Alyssa where are you going?" harry said grabbing me "I'm leaving! this.." pointing at Lauren "is to much..I need to go!" I said pushing past everyone, I heard Lauren say "omg harry you had a baby with that bitch!" she said pointing to me, I put Darcey in the car and left. I was so upset I didn't understand what was going on, I got to my aunts flat and walked in to see Louis and Kendall on the couch watching tv. "omg lyss what's wrong?" Kendall said getting up and hugging me. Louis stood up and took Darcey from me, I was numb from thinking of the reasons she was there, "Louis" I said looking at him with Darcey "yes love" he said sitting down with her in his arms "who's Lauren..?" I asked crossing my arms "oh Jesus!" he said rolling his eyes "who is she!!!" I said raising my voice, no one was talking to me "she's Harry's ex" Louis said handing Darcey to Kendal who was next to him "okay so why the fuck is she at our house!!?" I asked "oh boy..umm" he said pausing "maybe we should go back to the house and we can find out together." he said looking at me "I really don't wanna go back to that house with her there." I said crossing my arms "please Alyssa I don't wanna see you guys break up, you just got engaged last night and you just had your baby two days ago..damn harry moves fast" Louis said chuckling, I t also made me chuckle a little bit "come on Alyssa I know you wanna know just as much as I do" he said pushing me out the door "Kendal are you okay to watch Darcey?" I asked at the door "yeah I should be okay, if not auntie is next door." she said looking at the baby "okay I'll be back soon" I said walking out the door "love you kendy!" Louis said before walking out the door to the car "I'll drive" he said taking the keys, he drove to our house and I saw that zayn and Perrie left "ready?" he said unbuckling his seatbelt, I huffed "as ready as I'll ever be" I said opening the door. I heard the front door open and saw Sophia come out "hey soph!" I said smiling at her "hey lyss" "where's harry? is Lauren still here?" I asked walking to the porch with Louis "yea but" then I saw everyone but harry and Lauren in the living room. I walked in the house and it got quiet fast. "hey guys where's my fiancé and that whore?" I asked slamming the door, everyone pointed upstairs, my heart sunk to my stomach, god I hope he's not doing something he will regret. I quietly walked upstairs and saw the door was half open, I peeked in the door, I saw both harry and Lauren on the bed "harry you were so happy with me? what happened?" she asked "Lauren I don't need a reason to break up with you! I didn't wanna be with you anymore, I never wanna be with you ever again!" "that's not what you said when we were making love at the hotel" she said smiling, I could not believe what I just heard, I didn't wanna believe it "Lauren we were both drunk, i wasn't thinking straight at all!" I wanted so bad to walk in there but I knew if I did I wouldn't get the information I wanted to I held myself back and I held my tongue so I wouldn't make and noises "and honestly I regret everything in ever did and said to you! I love Alyssa and my baby with every inch of my heart, you were just a whore and you always will be" he said then I heard a smack and the door open "I hope your happy with him" she said to me as she walked out, I heard harry walk out, he was shocked that I was standing there "how long have you been there?" he asked pulling me into the bedroom "long enough to hear that you cheated on me while I was pregnant with your baby!!" I said crying "and the fact that you made me think you were the perfect boyfriend" I said taking my ring off and throwing it at him then I ran out the door to see the guys and the girls looking at me in shock "Alyssa?" Sophia said I just ran outside to my car. I got in and started sobbing against the steering wheel, I heard harry call my name, I looked up and got out the door and walked up to him, I slapped him. never in a billion years did I think I would hit the father of my child but I did out of anger "don't! you killed me harry! you realize that, you are disgusting! I can't believe I was actually going to marry you!" I said looking harry in the eyes he was tearing up he tried to hug me but I pushed him away. "don't ever talk to me, don't come to see Darcey, don't ever come to find me because I'm leaving!" I said getting in the car and drive away. I looked back and saw harry on the driveway crying, I wanted so much to turn around and go back but I had to leave. I got to my aunts flat and told her what happened. I told her I was leaving in the morning to go back to the US with Darcey, I got her passport and plane tickets for the both of us, a few hours later I was talking to someone about an apartment in LA. I always dreamed of moving there, ever since I was younger and now I can. I love the beach and I missed it. I called my mom and told her what happened, she told me to get her a plane ticket to because she didn't want me to go by myself. i got a phone call from Sophia, "hello?" I said sniffling "lyss are you going to be okay?" she asked "no but I will have to move on, I can't be with someone who cheated on me." I said tearing up "aww honey I'm so sorry! is there anything I can do?" she asked concerned "yes there is" "anything honey!" she said "never stop talking to me, you're all amazing friends and just because I'm not with harry doesn't me I will stop caring about all of you." "Alyssa we will never lose touch! I heard your moving away from here.." she said questioning it "yes I am I'm moving to LA but don't say anything to harry please.." I said I knew she wouldn't but just to make sure, I ended up talking to everyone but harry, I got back on the phone with Sophia and we said our goodbyes, once we hung up I went to change and feed Darcey because she was crying and getting really fussy, "do you think harry will come look for you?" Kendal asked "I hope not. I never wanna see him again and if I do I will make sure he never sees Darcey again." I said feeding her, I never wanted her to go without a father but I never thought harry would cheat on me either. I finally fed the baby, then burped her, she smiled at me she had Harry's smile. I put her down on the bed next to me and laid with her considering her crib and everything were still at Harry's. we fell asleep but I woke up a few times to check on the baby. I finally fell asleep for a good 5 hours then I woke up and put Darcey in her car seat then I hopped in the shower. I got out and changed into some jeans and a sweatshirt, I picked up Darcey and took her downstairs, fed her and changed her before we left for the airport in an hour, "do you have everything honey?" my aunt asked "yeah thank you so much for letting me stay here." I said hugging her "anytime, please come back and visit!" she said smiling "I will soon!" I said putting everything in the car, I said my final goodbyes and was about to get in the car when I heard a car roll up then another, I turned around and saw all the guys and the girls in the cars, I couldn't help but smile "guys!!!" I said smiling "what are you doing here?" I asked as they all got out of the car "you really think we'd let you leave without a proper goodbye!" zayn said "I'm gonna miss all of you!" i said smiling, they all said they were gonna miss me then my mom and aunt came out "guys this is my aunt" I said pointing to her walking up "auntie this is..well one direction" I said smiling at them all "and there girlfriends" "aww it's so nice to meet you all"she said hugging everyone "well honey I hate to say it but we better get going" she said with a sad smile "okay let me say goodbye and we will go" I said as she got in the car "i just wanna say to all of you, no matter what is happening I want you all to know that you can always call me or visit when I settle into my house!" they all nodded and one after another they hugged me and said goodbye, then Sophia came up to me, this was the hardest goodbye because believe it or not we were like best friends, "soph!" I said frowning on the verge of tears "please don't cry!" she said whipping away the year that fell down my face, "I'm sorry", I said clearing my throat "this isn't a goodbye lyss, it's a see you later" she said hugging me, I whispered into her ear "how is he?" she pulled away "he went out and got drunk, he hasn't stopped crying since he woke up this morning." she said brushing my hair back "but he will be okay eventually" she said reassuring me "okay well I gotta go" I said hugging her and everyone else one last time before I got in the car, I waved as we pulled away from the drive way. as soon as I couldn't see them anymore I started crying, I looked at my phone and saw the picture of me and harry then locked it. we arrived at the airport and we said our goodbyes "I'll ship your car to you as soon as I leave" my aunt said as we hugged goodbye "okay I love you and thank you again" I said picking up my bags and walking I I the airport with Darcey and my mom. we got to our terminal, Darcey was sleeping I was thinking and my mom was walking around to find food. she returned just as our and was boarding. we got in the plane and I was afraid Darcey was gonna wake up but she was asleep the entire time, we landed at LAX and a bunch of paps were snapping pictures of me and my mom, I had a blanket over Darcey's carrier because I didn't need her pictures being released yet. we got in a cab that took us to my new house, when we arrived it was cuter then I thought. we went to the front door and I saw the realtor standing in the living room on her phone, I knocked and she came and opened the door, I was nervous to see the house, "hello Alyssa?" she asked shaking my hand "yes!" I said smiling "great come in" I walked in with the baby and my mom. "and who is this little cutie?" the lady asked "Darcey!" I said smiling "she's absolutely beautiful" the lady said "I'm sorry my names Debbie" she said putting her hand on her chest "this is my mother" I said pointing to my mom, I started looking around the first floor, it had a beautiful kitchen, living room and dining room, the second floor had a master bedroom and two other bedrooms, my mom called the room farther from my room so Darcey was closer to me. "well what do you think?" Debbie asked "I love it!" "well good! I'm gonna need a security deposit" "okay" I wrote her a check and she handed me the keys and shook my hand "welcome home Alyssa!" she said smiling and grabbing all her things "thank you!" I said and walked out the door. "well this is a good start to my beginning" I said looking at my mom who was holding Darcey "yes it is, we will go get furniture and things in a few" I said when the door bell rang "already?" I said walking to the door "Alyssa?" the man asked "yes?" I asked confused "I have your car" he said handing me the keys "thank you!" I said and closed the door, "wow that was fast" I said to my mom "I know!" she said laughing "ready to go?" I said grabbing Darcey's carrier "ready!" she said. we walked out to the car and went to ikea to get all my furniture, they were going to deliver it tonight, so me and my mom went out to dinner then to target to get appliances and just little things we need. when we got back to the house the truck was already unloading the furniture, they put everything together for us and it finally started to feel like home. the guys left and we sat on the couch. "we can go grocery shopping and get everything else taken care of tomorrow, it's been a long day!" my mom said looking at me "okay that sounds good! thank you for coming with me and helping me!" I said hugging her "anything for you babygirl!" she said rubbing my back "okay well let's get to bed" I said we walked upstairs and my phone rang when I got to my room, it was Sophia "hey soph!!" I said happily "hey lyss! how's you know where?" she asked "let me guess he's near you.." I said "yeah.." "it's great I just got all of my furniture" "wow you move fast!" she said laughing "how's harry?" I said sitting down on my new bed, I heard her get up and walk outside "he's not good at all, he hasn't left his room since you left, he hasn't eaten since you guys got into that fight. I think you..guys need to talk about this!" she said "why I already know everything" I said laying down "this isn't harry, he really does love you Alyssa! trust me." she said in a serious voice "but I-I don't know how I'm gonna face him knowing what I know." I know lyss, the guys are gonna be in LA next week you guys can talk then, promise me you will call me!" she said "okay I will" I said huffing "alright well I better get back to the guys..and Alyssa" "yeah?" "please give harry another chance or just think about it" she said "okay I'll think about it. bye!" I said before hanging up.
