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The worst feeling

Is knowing

That I am

Always

Thinking of him

Because

There is nothing

In this world

I want to think of more

Than him.

He consumes

Every thought

He is the only thing

On my mind

Every waking moment

Of every day.

He is

My first thought in the morning

My last thought at night

And every thought in between.

Every

Single

Thought.

But he does not

Think of me

Even once.

My face

Does not even

Flash through his mind.

It does not do to him

What he does to me.

And that

Is so unfair.

And I wish I could stop.

I wish I didn't think of him

Every waking moment

But I do.

I can't stop.

I couldn't stop thinking about him

If I wanted to.

He lives permanently

In my head.

He won't go away.

And that

Is the worst feeling

Of all.

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