You lie on your bed, putting your hand on your mouth so that your mother won't hear you cry. Girls are the most scariest thing to you after that horrble accident and no one can help you from that.
Your mom knocked on your door "Honey.." you quickly wipe your tears away "Yes?". She opens the door, facing your back "Can you please tell me what happened at school? You know that you can tell me everything, I can make a cup of tea for yo-" "Can I go to an all boys school?"
Bewildered of your sudden question, your mother couldn't believe what she just heard. "All boys school? Y/N.. you are a girl. It's called an all boys school for nothing, it's for boys!" "Exactly," you put your blanket over your head "you own an all boys school, right? Just put me in there as a boy. I don't want to be with all these girls anymore, they are scary."
Your mother sighs, knowing your phobia against girls. "Okay then, but if you're in trouble then-" "Yeah yeah, I know.. Then I'm the one who have to take the responsibility."
And that's how you got in to an all boys school :)
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It's been two day that you've been in your new school and you don't know if you should regret it or not. You already got caught on the first day by that Namjoon guy. At first he was hesitating if you were a boy with feminine features, but after hearing you talk with your mother, you got caught.
You plead him not to tell anyone, he asked you why and you basically told him you had a phobia against girls.. which he understood, because he told you that he had a friend who has the same problem. Besides that, everything is going fine, just how you want it to be.
You walk towards your locker, only to see Namjoon standing there with his group of friends. ''What is he doing here?'' you thought. Namjoon saw you walking towards his direction and smiled "Hey Jaehyun, how are you doing?" you furrow your brows at him, wanting to know what's going on. "I'm doing perfectly fine, hyung. How about you?"
'Hyung', the word you'll always cringe at. "Namjoon, who's this?" you look beside Namjoon and immediately stared in awe "I'm doing perfectly fine and Jin hyung, this is Jaehyung sh-" you secretly stepped on his foot "HE is new here, he just got here 2 days ago." Jin put his hand out, expecting for you to shake it, but you were too disctracted by his handsome looks. "I guess he became gay for me." you came back in reality and shook his hands "I'm.. I'm sorry, I uhh..."
He chuckles at how embarrassed you are right now "It's okay. I do get this kind of reaction by girls a lot, but it's quite interesting that a boy is so amazed by my looks." a cough interrupted your conversation with Jin "It's very rude of you not to introduce the rest of us to him, Namjoon." The guy who was in front of your locker said. "Ah right, my apologies. Jaehyung, these two are Yoongi and Hoseok".
You bow your head to them as they did the same thing to you "nice to meet you, Jaehyung." They both said at the same time "nice to meet you too" you said as you blushed by the thought of how handsome they all are. "Oh right, have you heard that from now on we have to live in dorms?" I look at Hoseok with wide eyes "d-dorms? with room mates?" Yoongi looks at you with a strange look "what's wrong? You have a problem with it?" "n-no, well yes, I mean kind of.." you look down as you don't know what to say. "He has homesickness, that's why he's so schocked to hear the sudden news."
"Oooh, okay. That makes a lot of sense. Don't worry, Jaehyung. If there's something bothering you, you can always come to us." Hoseok said as he gave you a sweet smile that showed his dimples.
You look at Namjoon, thanking him with your eyes. Namjoon puts his arm over your shoulder, secrelty telling you that he got your back.
''Maybe things aren't going fine as I thought it was going to be'' you thought.
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Phobia // KTH ff
FanficHaving a phobia of your own sex. - You look at him in the eyes, fear taking over you as you've been caught. "Please don't tell me that those are real boobs." - For a long time you've been scared of your own sex, which are girls, being in a school wh...