Love, Your Daughter

why?

its  1 day till Christmas nanny just told me that your not coming home, u were supposed to come home this march 2019,

but u lied.. again you promised that u would never sell or do drugs again but u were still  selling drugs in JAIL, how do u expect to get and stay better out here if u cant even do it in there,

you keep letting me down, do u know how much it hurts to not have u,

to see all of my friends talk and hug and have there dads around but ur not there,

u keep lying and breaking promises u were never a perfect dad but u were always there when i needed u, u were my best friend and now ur gone and u took a piece of my heart with u, 

i miss u more then anything in this world   but i dont know how much more i can take of this,

i love you so much daddy but u hurt me so much,

and im breaking,

love,

your daughter