Love, Your Daughter

Almost gone

While I'm writing this it's June 5th 2019 schools almost over and summer starts soon,

Serenity has gotten so big.. she's three now.. and Arianna is six.., she moved back home with her mom, it's nice to have them around..

Two months ago I almost overdosed... I don't think you even know about it but I was in the hospital for the night and then they sent me home... Mom was really upset with me..

I'm on medication now and I have a regular therapist.. I miss you a lot,

I'm not that angry anymore...
I've excepted that you're not going to change for me and that there's nothing I can do to stop you from doing drug and not getting better....

I'm done being let down by you because I'm a naïve little girl...

I'm not gonna let you back into my life so easily this time... I'm done being hurt by the one person who should have  never hurt me...

I love you more then anything but I'm done being that little girl who thought her daddy was perfect and could do no wrong, because you can and you do...

This is me letting go of everything you've put me through, this is me saying goodbye to that little girl and hello to a stronger one,

So say goodbye dad... because your little girl is gone.....

Love,
Your daughter