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How is it hard to fall
To not be able to get up
To suffer , escape and run
Without anyone to help
Is it the right time to remember
To cry to scream to try hard
Saying I am fine isn't true
I'm falling deep and deep
Without anyone's attention
Why I have to say it's ok
I'm not ok
Just face yourself
Face your problems
Help yourself

The scars are still the same
The same broken heart suffers again and again
The same faked smile appears on my face
The same tear that tries to not fall from my eye
Everything repeats itself
After leaving I stayed alone
My heart is empty
Trying to grab someone's hand
Trying to forget and laugh
Trying to fake a smile act weirdly
Trying to hide the truth of me being in hurt
But people always try hard to break me
I want to be in peace
to be happy
My heart tells me to never mind them and just ignore what they say
But my brain wants to kill them to escape their prison
I hate them
I really hate them
#hopegirl

(there are some people who used to make fun of me
so before knowing bts I was just in hurt I was so weak and I couldn't fight
so ....
I just wanted to express how I felt .. )

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