Often | JJK

十二

"what a bastard"

Taehyung didn't seem satisfied at all with the message I brought him from Jeongguk.

"I must have really hurt him to death, to do this to me."

My brother's eyebrows were furrowed, he seemed highly frustrated by the situation and as much as I was trying, I could not completely understand why.

Jeongguk was not angry, he was only taking revenge in a childish way. He began to call him several times, without receiving any answer. When I looked out of the window for a moment to see total darkness, we both knew he would not come back.

"He will be doing some bullshit." I looked at him for a moment to see that he was worried about his best friend.

"Without me .."

I looked at his sad eyes, surprised by the phrase he added.

"We could behave like devils, but we always did it together." Now he is being at the dipshit without me. "

I could not help wondering if the thing I was doing was right. I knew very well where Jeongguk had gone, after finding the flyer in his ripped jeans.

The last thing I wanted to do was separate two friends who would rather die together than live separated.

The thing I wanted was to detoxify my brother from all the things that were killing him, and the fact that he was looking at the emptiness with a cigarette  between his fingers did not change my mind.

The problem was that Jeongguk was not a toxic person to my brother, just because he was one for himself.

I decided to not open my mouth, and I melted completely when I felt his rosy lips against my forehead that left a wet sign on my burning skin, thanks to his peck kiss.

"Taehyung" I called him.

I saw him turning.

"I love you"

To my honest words I saw him smiling, I knew that, that weren't words that he often heard and from his face,literally taken aback, I could recognize that they were words that had struck him.

I would never leave him again.

I need my brother.

He gave me a smile that unfortunately didn't reach his big eyes, but I was content to see him more serene, I just wanted to reassure him, that no matter what could happen around us, I would stay with him.

 Blood is thicker than water, but I would leave my mother another thousand times to see my step-brother over and over again.

This is the meaning of my words.

I will not leave you anymore.

"Do not stay awake too long, baby sister." I nodded slightly, before I saw his figure and shadow disappear from my sight completely, and only when I was able to hear the sound of his heavy breaths stolen from sleep, I put my boots and in less than 10 minutes I found myself embraced from the cold night with the cell phone that illuminated my face as I tried to reach the place where Jeongguk would have to compete for an illegal car race.

And I, Kim Cher, was going there at two in the morning.

I couldn't help but think of the face that Travis and my parents  would make, after seeing me taking a walk in the middle of the night where nothing is safe and nobody is insurable.

I have completely lost my mind.

I wanted to teach Jeongguk a lesson.

He was the boy who thought he had everything under control even when the world around him is falling apart.