Starting Over// A Brent Rivera Fan Fic

Chapter 10

Kali's Pov-

The whole care ride is filled with uncomfortable silence. I guess Nash and Cam must have noticed somthing was up but they didn't say anything about it. I stare out the window. How could I almost kiss Brent? Did I like him? Did he like me? Were we even going to kiss either way? Would I have liked the kiss? So many things were buzzing through my head right now I didn't even notice Lexi trying to snap me out of my daydream. "Were here." She said. I nodded and got out of the car. We went inside, me just going to get the things I left. But Lexi pulled me into her room and shut the door. "What is going on out there?" She said making crazy hand gestures. "What do you mean?" I asked. I'm definitly not a good actor, not enough to convince her. "Kali whats going on. There is huge tension between you and Brent. What happened." "WE ALMOST KISSED LEXI!" I exclaimed in a voice of shock. She stood there, mouth wide open. "WHAT?!" "I know. I don't even know. Like one minute he's leaning in and the next the ride starts leaving me to think, 'what would have happened next?'" I sighed and sat down on her bed, falling back. "I'm so confused." "Well let me tell you one thing. He definitly likes you." I buried my face in my hands. "But the real question is, do you like him?"

I had my stuff packed up as I said my goodbyes to everyone, me and Brent's just a awkward wave. I didn't want things to be weird with us. But then again a month ago I was a fan girl who dreamed of dating him, and now I don't know anymore. I walked alone make to my house. I felt really cold for some reason. I ran upstairs so my room, changing into sweatpants and a too big t-shirt. I didn't want to sleep. But slowly as I laid in bed I felt myself drift off until I was gone. (Not really gone, just in a dream land lol)

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I woke up in the morning early. Today was Sunday, school starts tommarow. Frick.. I hopped groggily out of bed. Just the thought of school makes me tired. I put on a white tank top, jean jacket, and a light washed pair of shorts with my white vans. I didn't know what I was gonna do today. Hanging out with Brent is definitly off the list. I'm just not ready. I decided to text Dillon and ask him if he had any plans today, which he replied with a no. So obviously I asked him if he wanted to hang out and he said yes. I grabbed all the things I need and went out the door. We were meeting up at Taco Bell so I began walking. 5 minutes later I saw him in a booth waiting for me. "Hey." I said sliding in on the opposite side. "Hey." He said smiling. He was totally harmless. He went up to get food and when he came back we talked for a while. We decided to play 20 questions to get to know eachother. "Favorite book?" He asked. "Conjured." I replied. "Favorite colour?" "Blue. Favorite animal?" "Hedgehog, duhhh."

We played a couple more rounds until out of the corner of my eye I saw someone. Brent. Oh gosh no. NO NO NO NO NO. He's gonna think I'm dating Dillon and think I don't like him (Brent) but still I'm not even sure. Its too late he caught my eye. He looked sad, depressed but mostly disapointed. And I was too. In myself. I saw him get up from his booth and walk out the door. and I did the only logical thing I knew. I ran after him.