D I F F E R E N T

//L O V E//

I love her so much and it's killing me. I never thought I would go through this. What do you do when the person you love doesn't love you back? Do you cry about it? Do you express yourself? Or do you just cope with it?
I cope with it I see Billie the person I love with her girlfriend everyday. I put on a front like it's all ok, but in reality I'm not ok. Every time they hug I feel like a piece of my heart breaks. Every time they kiss even more breaks. The worst is every time Billie says she loves her and looks at her with so much love I think about how I can be I'm her spot. How I can share my love with Billie and love her better than anyone else.
Sometimes I wonder if Billie even notices how sad I get when I see them together. How I always find an excuse to leave when ever her girlfriend comes around. How every time they come to my apartment I find an excuse to get them to leave.
What do you do?
Am i supposed to tell her?
I don't want to ruin our friendship.
Hopefully I can tell her one day.
What do you do when you're in love with your bestfriend and you can't do anything about it.
What would you do?

🕷💛I'm not crying you are.

💛🕷honestly this was sad my little heart I might make a pt 2