y/n pov "billie baby i love you" "billie do you not love me" "bil i want kids" "why are you leaving me" "i promise i'll change" "i love you" i recall everything that has happened in the past week over and over again. it's like a bad dream on repeat. billie broke up with me because she didn't feel like she could love me the way i wanted to be loved. little does she know her presence gets my heart beating. everytime i see her smile my heart races. she was my life my whole my everything. billie pov it wasn't my intentions to break up with y/n but i felt like she could do so much better without me. i wasn't the right person for her i was selfish, cold hearted, self centered, and the list continues, im everything she doesn't need. i'm a play girl i have a different girl every week well had a different girl every week until she came around and turned my world upside down i wanted to be a better person because of her but i was to selfish to completely change. i put my needs before her happiness, before my happiness and i regret it. everyday i wake up wanting to feel her legs tangled in mines, her hair everywhere on the pillows and my face, and her little snores always got to me. i miss her so much. 2 years later y/n pov "amber i don't want to go to the party" i huffed to my bestfriend. "y/n come on you haven't been out sin-" i gave her a death glare that said i wish you would finish that sentence. she laughed a bit and threw her hands up. "i'm just saying girl it's time to move on" i thought about what she said and i nodded my head and said "you're right let's go to the party and find me a new boo because y'all know i'm in need of some attention down there" after i said that amber busted out laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. "come on girl let's get ready" 3 hours later me and amber are finally done getting ready and let me say we look bad ass hell i think i'm going to post a pic on instagram.
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liked by billieeilish, tana and 20,000 others @reserved.y/n :miss me yet ? @1234: omg you are bad @hater: you ugly ass hell @lovelypeaches: can i borrow that fit tho 😍 @bil&y/n: yes she misses you😩 after i posted my picture we were ready to go.
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(what amber wore) amber ordered us a uber and we arrived at the party it wasn't many people just a small get together. we walked up to the door and rung the door bell we waited about 30 secs before someone opened the door as they opened the door i was looking at my instagram notifications when i heard amber gasp. i looked up to see why she was so shook and i seen it was billie i know my eyes were so big. i let out a humorless laugh and said "alright amber you can stay here but i'm out this bitch."
to be continued
merry christmas my babies from me and mines i thought i would write something as a christmas present for y'all so hopefully y'all like it enjoy y'all day
