Scared [discontinued]

1-Lonely

Bakugo's P.O.V
Im sitting in my dorm room on my phone, another regular school day gone by and homework to be done that I don't have the focus nor the right mindset to actually do. Instead, I'm sitting on the edge of my bed with my head resting in my palm and my phone in the other, idly scrolling through Instagram just for something to pass the time. I have friends that I could go and hang out with but I don't have the emotional strength to do that right now.

The last couple of days I've been this way. Locking myself in my room from the second I get back to the dorms until a minute before the first bell rings for the next school day. Nights have gone by with no sleep and my grades can definitely vouch for my actions. Even my training has gone downhill. I let that little twerp Deku beat me in a battle. Ugh, what have I come to.

When I come back to my senses I realize that I have unconsciously started to scroll through me and Kirishima's texts. I don't usually like to text people and don't have many contacts in my phone, but he's different. Chatting with him helps to calm my nerves and to help me feel not alone, even if it's for a second.

It turns out, Kirishima has been non stop texting me since the day I secluded myself. Everyday it was a flurry of full on paragraphs of are you okay? I haven't seen you in a while. or how are you doing? The class has been worried. I don't really care if their worried about me but I'm glad Kirishima actually tries to talk to me. I guess I owe him an apology.

I look up from my phone, the first time in three straight hours, to see Kirishima out on his balcony, leaning on the rail and staring at something in the distance. The moonlight lit up his bright red hair and left a sparkle in his eye.

I turn off my phone and throw it on the bed. I push up off the bed and walk to open the sliding door. I start to pull open the door a crack until I hear more footsteps coming from his room. I shut the door as quiet as possible as to not be noticed but I guess it wasn't quiet enough since Kirishima looked in my direction. I quickly close the curtains, my breath hitches and my grip tightens on the fabric. Did he see me?

I wish I could just explode. Maybe they won't notice me, maybe I can just disappear. Maybe I can just run away.

I look back at my desk and see the small stack of undid homework. Mine as well do actual work....hah, like that's gonna happen.

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Kirishima's P.O.V
Was that Bakugo? I swear they was him. I look over to his balcony to see nothing but his curtains covering his window. Maybe if he left his balcony unlocked I could-

"Something the matter Kirishima?" Kaminari taps my shoulder and hands me a glass of water interrupting my thoughts, "no. It's nothing." I look back at the blonde haired boy's room and sigh before looking back down at the cold glass of water in my hands. I run my finger over the rim before pulling it up to my lips and taking a short sip.

"It doesn't look like nothing." Kaminari mimics my position, almost dropping his water when his arms hit the railing. "I....just....there's....um."

"It's Bakugo isn't it?"

I sigh in defeat.

"Go and talk to him. I'm sure he won't mind."

"I just feel like I'm the only one worried and no one cares and I just. What if it's awkward? What if I'm the reason he...he, left, he stopped talking to people-"

"That can't be true. This is Bakugo we're talking about. He's tough. What if he likes a girl? Ha! Now that would be funny."

I return a breathily laugh, "maybe you're right. Thanks Kaminari. You can stay if you want but it may be a while until I come back."

"That's fine. I'll clean up, go on."

I stand up straight and flash a big grin at Kaminari. I hand him my water and leave to visit Bakugo, conveniently the room right next to mine. I put on my red slippers and go out my door to see Deku and Bakugo at the end of the hallway near the elevator. I decided to wait a minute so I don't interrupt anything. I step one foot closer to see if I can over hear anything but there's nothing to be overheard.

Bakugo threw the first punch to the smaller boy making stumble back against the wall. Deku ran up to Bakugo, kicked him in the face, and punched him in the stomach which had Bakugo hunch over with his arms wrapped around his abdomen. Then, Deku elbowed him in the back sending him to the ground before dashing for the stairs.

If we were aloud to use our quirks in the dorms, I'm pretty sure Deku's Head would have been blown off right then and there. It's also weird that Bakugo was the weaker one, guess he really was been going through some things.

Bakugo gets up off the floor and walks to his door with a slight limp. His bottom lip is bleeding and his face is swollen. They must have been fighting even before I walked out. His arm is scratched and bruised.

He apparently doesn't see me standing in front of my door when he walks over to his room and slams his door shut. I hesitantly take a step over to his door and knock twice, "hey Bakugo. It's Kirishima." "Come in." He sighs.

Bakugo is sitting in his chair struggling to wrap his arm with a bandage, "here let me help." "I don't need your pity Kirishima. And close the door." I close the door and walk over to Bakugo ignoring his statement. I reach out my hand, palm up to silently ask. He accepts and lays his arm in my hand so I could put the wrap on his arm.

Bakugo looks away and mutters under his breath, "thanks." I cut off the access wrap and put it on his desk. I look back to meet his eyes and see they are covered in tears waiting to spill over in a frenzy full of emotions that have been contained for far to long. I walk over and pull him up into a hug, putting my arms around his neck, "I'm here." I whisper against his neck and close my eyes hoping to not get shoved to the ground. Instead, Bakugo's arms slowest wrap around me and he hides his face in my shirt letting his tears slide down his cheeks.

"Kirishima." His voice comes out shaky and almost inaudible as he tightens his grip on my shirt. I move one of my hands to the back of his head, "I'm here for you."

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Hey guys!! Thanks for reading my fanfic and updates are coming soon unless I'm drowning in school work. I promise I will update as much as possible since I really like how this one turned out. Be on the lookout for the upcoming chapters!! <3