All I wanted was to see the one I love
To be held in his arms and told everything will be alright
But now all I want is to see blood running down my stomach, dripping from my wrists and rolling from my thighs to my feet
Laying down curled into a ball all I do is cry
My blades are gone but the pain stays
Deep inside me I can't see the happiness
He was the reason for my smile but now it fades as it is non existent
I smile no longer just let the tears fall
I cry over it more than I should
Drying my tears I run to the kitchen
Opening the draw I pull out a kitchen knife
I bite my lip as I pull it across my skin
Blood trickles from the cuts
Everything goes black as I fall to the ground
The knife clattering beside me
I breath my final breath
All the pain flows out of me
My sadness spills into my blood
I hear nothing
I see nothing
I am gone
