EUPHORIA that I never felt..| A Jeon Jungkook FF

15.Gone?

Y/N's POV
I tried calling Jungkook no one picked up the server told that this number was  no longer available. I was freaking out. I tried calling Tae and thankfully he answered.
*On Call*
Tae: Hey Y/N where are you?
You: Tae there's a problem..
Tae: what happened are you ok?
You: oppa I can't find Jungkook anywhere!
Tae: what do you mean you can't find him Y/N?
You: I am in his bedroom and I can't find any of his belongings... there's nothing at his place..
Tae: What? R u serious?!
You: YESS!
Tae: ok we will be right there...
*call end*
After a few minutes I heard the bell ring. I ran to my front door and let him in with Jimin and Mia.

Jimin's POV
"Ok so Y/N explain where is Jungkook?",I asked. She explained everything to us in detail. Later on we tried contacting the police. After a week also there was not traces found. I don't know why but I noticed some kind of change in Y/N as weeks pass. She came to college looking pale. She was constantly lost in her world, and it made Mia constantly worry about her.

*time skip*

*  3 years later*

Y/N's POV
Its been 3 years since kookie has went missing, we tried our best searching for him or getting in touch with him but eventually we found nothing so we gave up, Ikr what kind of friends are we even. And I don't even know why have I been calling him kookie it's just comes out everytime I pass through his apartment. Even though we didn't really know each other well, but some how his presence was really calming. Due to his family problems he never opened up because everything was consuming him. Even that day I remember when he snuggled in me and kept on mumbling something..

It was truly heartbreaking to look at him like this. It was like I really had a soft spot for him. Comforting him had become a habit. And when he calmed down it really felt like he felt all the security he needed... "Y/N?" "Y/N!",someone screamed snapping me out from my deep thoughts. "What is it Mia? Stop screaming please!", I said. "Let's go it's lunch time", she said and left getting a little annoyed. I didn't mind but marched off.

In the evening I received a call from my dad. We did have a good 1 hour conversation but after that he told me something that broke my heart. He said that he and mom are getting divorced because he started to like someone else and he cheated. I immediately cut the call and started crying. I started questioning myself.  Why is everything happening to me? Kookie is gone... my parents are getting divorced ... everyone is done with me.. Mia has Jimin I am happy for her. But I? I am all alone..  I couldn't bare being alone. I got an offer a month back from today for a job.. the pay was also high. I decided to pack my bags and leave...

*A few days later*

Taetae: hey Y/N!
You: hey?
Taetae: where are you?
You: why? do you need help?
Taetae: no I just wanna spend sometime
You: sorry Tae I am busy today
Taetae: can we FaceTime?
You: no not at all!
Taetae: why? is there something wrong?
You: uhh.. no
Taetae: tell me y/n...
You: nothing Tae just nothing forget we even had this conversation in the first place.
You: bye take care...
Taetae: y/n? What happened? Where are you even? What's wrong?
Taetae: y/n reply?
Taetae: y/n?

I didn't reply after that. I just blocked the contact. I put on my earphones lsning to some music for the next few hours. Closing my eyes and just feeling my surroundings. I was roaming the city one last time before I leave. I wanted to meet everyone once but I didn't. I unblocked Taehyung and texted him.

You: Hey Tae~
Taetae: Heyy finally why did you block me?!?
Taetae: are you okay??
You: can you meet me?
Taetae: sure. Where?
You: I'm at the garden next to my building rn
Taetae:ok I'll be there in a few..
You: see you
*time skip*

Taehyung's POV
I saw y/n sitting there on the bench. Oddly she had her luggage with her. "Hey y/n!" I screamed making her turn back. "Hey Taehyung" she replied smiling weakly. "Are you going somewhere?" I asked curiously. "Uhh.. yes I am, that's why I called you" she replied. "Why?! And where are you even going??" I asked. "I got a job out of country so I'll be leaving in an hour" she replied. "Y-y/n why are you crying ??" I asked as her eyes were brimming with tears. She wiped her tears and hugged me. "Why are you crying Y/N ahh and did you meet others?" I asked concerned. "I- I'll miss you all so much and I am sorry"she said. "Why are you sorry? And I'll miss you too.." I said , as she was getting me worried.  She just stared at my eyes and then her cab arrived. "Bye Taehyung I'll see you soon" she said as she loaded her luggage in the cab , then she sat inside and left.